Everyone at the Diner Started Losing Pieces of Their Past Until Pete Disappeared Too
Everyone at the Diner Started Losing Pieces of Their Past Until Pete Disappeared Too
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Speaker 1: Fog pressed that as paste over the cracked church lot
across the road, so white and heavy it made the
flickering neon of Sunnyside sign float on air and mowed
from its little brick box. I pulled my collar high,
the taste of frain and old cigarette wrappers on my tongue,
keys in my fist thumb, running over the faded I
hot and hy keychain. Peete gave me not that I
ever made it to New York my whole life. The
farthest I got was the cemetery upon footbridge from my
uncle Dave's send off. But Petes wore everyone should have
a little bit of hope in their pocket, even if
it's only plastic inside. I went straight to the break
of closet before turning anything on habit. Sometimes the pipes quamed.
If he hit the main lights before the hot water cycles.
I could smell the carpet clean up Peat used, or
said he did after every closing, the sharp width of
lemon chemical and faintly of mildew, but no vomitable last
coal sweat. Yet not tonight, just the echo of all ghosts.
As my Nanna would have said. When the lights junked on.
The police swam up around meng gleaming behind the counter.
Red vinyl steels were ready to spin the warm from
my tables with their constellation of cigarette burns salt shakers.
We only half full, because Lucy said full ones invited
bad luck to most people, sunsided that liminal noha feel
a dinah for half slept truckers and locals whose secrets
were too heavy to whisper at home. But I'd been
behind this line for twelve years now, read a cook,
always on time, spatchel in hand, grease on my forearms
before the sun even shrugged up over the hills. This
was my place, not home, not quite, but damn clothes routine.
First white down, checked the pancake batter, count the eggs,
or fill the napkins. I ducked into the narrow hallway
to the stock closet, shoes squeaking on lino stole tacky
from last night's mop. It's always dim in here, but
the air was colder than right. I reached for the shelf,
then stopped, hand in air. There were empty rectangles all
along the wall, every further so, each with their own
dustile lines. The family photos, the wan's peet made us
high out of pride, he said, or gilts were gone,
all of them, the old black and white of his parents,
by the chevy, his brother's army snapshot peat holding a
six pound carp even the faded polaroid of the crew.
At last winter's Christmas party, with my own munk, sheepish
and shaven, among the ugly sweaters, all missing the hook
stuck out naked. My heart pang, then stumbled. For a
long second. I didn't move, only the hum of the
ice machine. I doubled back, fast, scanning the empty walls.
If the photos would flicker into being, if I stared
long enough. My breath sawed in my throat. Not a
single frame, only some bent pushpins and one half shredded
bit of paper caught in a molding, fluttering like a
moths wing. When I passed the bell over the front
door jangled, slicing the stillness into bits and chasing the
last child the shope away that I had hallucinated it.
I wiped my hands on my apron and forced my
face into the gruff, half grin the regulars expected. Morlene
came in first, her dyed hair cul tight and blue
windbreakers up to her chein and took bag, bumping her hip. Lord,
have mercy, she muttered, glancing at the blank wall. Red,
what happened here, she asked, voice too high. Don't know yet,
I said, though it tasted like a light even before
it left my mouth. She pressed close, peering, thin lips twisted.
Those were all peats, weren't they. Her gaze flicked up,
her gray eyes shiny shopped, then back to the wall,
as if she might spot a stray smile or wink
caught between the smudges. Last night they were there, I said, shrugging,
wishing it didn't feel so thin. I offered her coffee,
desperate for anything that would burn away the silence. Another
voice from the doorway. There gone Curtis leather jacket. It
smelled like gasoline and spoiled milk. He thumbed his phone.
Didn't look up. It don't mess with me. Red saw
those mugs here yesterday morning, Pete's old man with a
score gun. I didn't argue. The photos were gone, and
the wall looked strange without them, exposed in a way
you feel just before fever hits. Behind me, came another jingle,
Lucy's pink sneakers squeaked one too, a cross the entry
towels as she made her way to the counter, hair
in a crooked barn. I was already raw edged. Hey, red,
you see my lucky dollar. She ducked behind the register
to peek under the money tray. Sunding distracted, but just
as quickly straightened and fur a staring at the wall.
Bah no, she breathed, What the hell I said nothing.
It was almost a relief when the old walk above
the cooler buzz ten five, signaling the night officially on.
By then he could feel the unees vibrating under our skin.
The diner was tommy, more like an engine choking on
old gas. White lumbered and next Jean soaked to the knees,
bull catched by trucker's ires and bad sleep paper, cup
of gas station coffee steaming in one paw. He clocked
the wall, then me no hello, just a grunt. Sat
far and booth unfolded a rumpled crosswood and glared out
the window like the fog itself might have his answers.
Baronesto last In tossed his bike against the side door
with a rattle block Bundanna tied at his throat you
redecorate boss. He flashed a crooked grain, but nobody responded.
Lucy started to say something, but her voice snagged and died.
Five of us, now, every one but Pete. We made
our own little orbit. Marlene's superstition, Curtis's temper, white steady silence,
Lucy's endless doubts, Ernesta's sullen jukes. And Pete the glue,
the one who heard the confessions, kept the books balanced,
lessened way past closing to store, as no one else would.
I always said Pete was the only one at Sunnyside
he could talk an angry man down or make a
scared woman laugh again. Lucy patted over, pulling a batter
dollar bill from her apron before luck, she said, as
if reminding herself, though she looked straight at me. I
nodded and cracked my knuckles, hat stating, then moved past
her to the service window, my back to everyone so
they couldn't see my hand. Shake eggs, bacon, hash, and
don't Burnett. Curtis cold sliding onto his stool. You all
hear from Pete to night. He'll leave you any new
post it's read. I shook my head again grabbing a
handful of cracked plates. I'd gotten so used to Pete's
little notes after closing, don't overstalk or remember three taps
of me and the smiley face and faded feltip. Sometimes
on bad days, a pack of mentals left on my station,
always with a quick pat on my shoulder, silent, steady.
His photo sat on the counter, still, the one with
the gold flake frame. Pete mid laugh, his palm up
as if waving. I ran the rag across a glass,
touching Pete's frame once, then twice. Bring us lock, old man,
I mutter behind me. Marlene started up about ghosts again.
Ye know, all this vanishing reminds me of that story
from decades back, mill Fire, Midnight and night I ever
found the boss, just his boots upstairs in the muck.
She rattled her rings in the tabletop. Curse rolled his eyes.
It's bad luck, is what it is. First the photos,
Maybe next to be the register walking out on my
damn coffee, creditor raised. Lucy snorted, but her voice sounded strained.
Town's going out bit by bit anyway, Last week two
more stores boarded up. Feels like everything's just fading. She
glanced at the blank wallt then at me. I nest
a clatter of pans, whistling tunelessly as if to drown
them all out. Ain't nothing here worth stealing, not unless
you got a special taste for burnt gravy, an ancient debt,
he joked. Nobody laughed. I busied myself with eggs. Let
the routine take over, count, crack spin, heete would check
my heat, pretend sniffer burnt oil. Them were of the
edge of the countertop for luck. Without him, even the
clatter felt warped offbeat. I started flipping flapjacks with a
mechanical rhythm. Everything was just routine, weird until Lucy piped
up with a strangled yelp, where the hell is my dollar?
The look on her face, panic and something else Jane
maybe stopped the whole room. He scrambled along the last booth,
fingers grabbling in a rubber strip under the table, poking
through crusted gum and straw wrappers, loose something sugar Marline
called half consoling lucky dollar. Lissey croaked, as if it
were obvious the one my grandma gave me, kept it
taped under here for two years. Ain't been moved. Once
she emerged, Bruce blooming on her arm, hands empty gone.
Curtis stood looming over the chalkboard where someone Pete always
Peete logged the regular's tabs. Where's my name? He growled,
where's my whole? Dan? Lying it was here last night,
he wiped the board, chalked us blooming. I was seven
fifty and I don't see it up here. He trying
to cheat me. Relax, I said, voice a little shaker
than intended. I glanced behind the counter, running down the
registered drawer. My own old lighter, the silver one with
Pete's initials, had kept as a joke, no longer nestled
in its usual nook. White picked up his coffee rumple brows, said,
in a frown, any one else missing stuff? His eyes
flickered to the window, to the empty lot ware. His
truck waited. A scrape noise caught my attention east to
tiles freshly scored. A pale line gouged deep into the gray.
I crouched by it, running my finger along the groove,
maybe two feet long, curved, as if something heavy, something
dragged amid its path, from the edge of the office
door towards the back eggs. The linoleum curled at the edges,
flecks of white stock in the seam. A faint fliery
just pressed into the gouge. Lucy shivered. You think it
was kid's some nut job she asked for was cracking.
I Nesso just shook his head. Beattett's ghosts. Lot of old,
ugly rumors in a place. This soul might be paid
by time. You know. He didn't sound like he believed it.
White snorted. Ain't nothing but tired people making mistakes. But
his gaze was fixed, wary. A sudden hush. Pete's seat
sent her booth facing the kitchen was empty. I checked
my watch, ten twenty eight. Pete was never late, never
in the all the years I'd known him. Curtis banged
the count top. Someone somewhere knows what's going on, He
pointed at Lucy. He was always closing up near midnight.
Maybe you saw something Lucy's hands unto her breed ay.
I left just after midnight. Pete told me to drop
cash in a safe and pull the blinds. Tea was
still here, least I think he was. She wins, blinking hard.
Arnesta busied himself with the tray stacking chipped cups. Last
night was fine, he said, nothing but smoke, same as
any Wednesday. It felt like time slowed inside Sunnyside, the
air getting denser by the second. Everyone slightly out of step.
I made the call, as always, waving Curtis and White
toward the foyer. We split up, check everywhere Pete could be.
Round back, Lucy with me. Let's check the walk in.
Maybe Pete's hiding in the cooler with those damn moon pies. Again, Curtis,
see if he's in the stock room or whatever. Lucy followed,
rubbing her arms. We passed the office, locked tight, no
light behind a frosted glass. He's never late. You ever
see Pete sick? She asked, desperate for reassurance. Nope, I said,
though my voice sounded hollow inside the walk and was
just chill in boxes of expired pudding cups. Lucy banged
the freezer door, checking the top crates. But Pete wasn't there.
Only a faint, sticky note. Pete's handwriting half dissolved. Keep cold,
keep calm. I stuffed it in my apron without thinking.
Curtis's voice down the hall. Ain't nothing here except the scrape.
You all sure you didn't see some wine? No slipin'.
I went out through the fire door. The spring creaking
fog made Ali feel infinite. White was circling the lot
flasklight's way. His truck ain't here. Red should be right,
and slot three but it's gone and no tracks. Nothing
back Inside. Marlene hunched over her purse, flipping through old receipts.
What if someone set this up, she asked, What if
it's a warning? Lucy re emerged, face pale, from the
space between the salt canisters. She pulled a torn piece
of newsprint, folded twice. It's Key's notebook, she whispered, to
fingers trembling. His handwriting. Wasn't here last night, I swear.
White Stump met out of his boots and peered over
Lizzie's shoulder. Let's see squinting, I read aloud. Odettes oldered
in this town. Second chances never come free. If you
find this. Remembered the price we paid, the deals we took.
Don't trust anyone who says they're harmless. What price we're in?
A muttered This sounds like Pete had a nervous breakdown,
or he knew somebody was coming for him, Marllyn said,
her voice grown thin. I fumbled under the register drawer,
more from habit than hope, and felt my finger brush something.
I fisted out a photograph, face down, slick with firsh dust.
I flipped it. There was Pete as a little boy,
clutching a dog. I didn't recognize street behind him, diret
blown and empty, nothing but the glint of his eyes,
familiar from across so many friars and late night holes
and some old address numbers half rubbed off. I showed Lucy,
but she only blinked, lips quivering. Where is this that's
not here? Nobody answered? Attention ratcheted up after that and
said but heavy. Every gesture felt like accusation, every silence
like the winding down of a clock. Marllyan stared across
the table at me, face pinched. I saw you near
that wall, read yesterday morning. What were you doing exactly?
My cheeks burned. I was straightening the frames. Pete likes
things tidy. You know that, Curtis scoffed. Wasn't Lucy back
here last Schieff stashing her lucky money under the tables.
Anyone could have slip up something out. Hell, Lucy, you're
the last to leave every time. Lucy bristle's eyes glistening
to its start. I went home straight after my shift.
Ask Conesto, he's always late. Maybe he wanted to score.
Ronesto stepped back, shaking his head. Don't bring me into this.
Never even touched that wall. Whit's fist clenched, jaw popping.
Maybe you all like to play little games, but I'm
not messing with this any more. Curtis, you got something
to say about your own debts to the one who
scrubbed the board. Curtis lutched off his still face, modeled you,
saying I'd wipe my own tab get bent. The accusations
bounced around like a chemical fire growing, not burning out.
Marlene's scream shattered a plate. Stop blaming me, for it's
the only one who ever gets here first. Maybe he
wanted peace job. I shouted for quiet, but my voice
finished into the grease laden air. Lucy dissolved to terrors.
Curtis wore knuckles wide around his keys, threatening to walk.
White kicked open the front door for a signal, Stepping
out into the fog. Through the window, I saw his
silhouette phone held high, mouth moving in angry puzzle, bubbles
at the grill. My hand shook so bad. A splashed
hallve oil, hissing, the sting almost comforting. For a split second.
I hated everyone in that room, then hated myself for it.
Whiteboged back, clutching a crumpled brown bag, dusted thick with flier.
Found this behind the dumpster, he said, voice booming. Somebody
dumped it there not long ago. He poured the contents out,
a blackened slip of notebook paper, staining greasy. I picked
it up, squinting through the flyer dusted lines. This one
was almost so legible, scratched in raw, looping handwriting, he's
Shrewer's day. I can't let them tear me upot, I
won't be here when the morning comes. They'll make it
look like it was my idea, but it never was.
Lucy gasped, Curtis batter curse. Marlin crossed herself, whispering, white
slip gould. You think Pete was running some kind of scam.
Maybe the owner told him to clear house. I shook
my head. If he ran, why'd he leave this mess?
Maybe he wanted us to find it, Ernesto said, voice
suddenly small. Maybe he's watching, waiting. The tension thickened. Marlene
kept looking at the office door, biting her nails down
to ragg of red. Curtis prowled behind the counter, eyes
flicking to the tilt, chest heaving. Lucy sunk conto her jewel,
hands cupped over her face, mumbling numbers. White paced checking
his phone for bars, and then a soft metallic clac
a hinge releasing the office door. Loft just minutes before
was now hanging open, night block within. Nobody moved right away.
Finally I stepped forward, hot, trip hammering, the others stacking
up behind me. The office was in chaos, paper scattered,
chair overturned, the wall of keys, missing more than half
his hoox. On the desk a photograph, but not pe
not anybody I had seen before. Broad shouldered man, features
half lost to shadow, as looking past the lens, as
if he was seeing something none of us ever would.
Curtis muttered a curse. Marlene said, who is that? I
slid the photo into my pocket, sweatslick on my palms
outside a car, passed, headlight smeared through fog gone before
I could even register it. The lights in the office
flickered once, twice, then stead The others croudjed my back, stirring,
not at the desk, but at me, each with a
different question, a different accusation. You hiding something, red, Curtis asked,
voice much too loud. I didn't answer, not right away.
I just kept my hand over that photograph, thumbing the
bent edge. As the others argued, blamed, turned on each other,
and Marlene pressed the phone against her ear, listening to
the hull or nothing what Pete used to be. The
night felt like it was pressing in because the fog
we roiling outside. Someone switched the lights off and on.
I couldn't tell whose hand did it? On my lips,
Pete's name, but no voice coming out on my lips,
Pete's name, but no voice coming out. I can't say
how long I stood there, pressed half in and half
out of the threshold. The rest of the staff in
a loose horse, she behind mad, everybody steering clear of
the shadows. Marlene was whispering prayers or ghurses, I couldn't tell.
And Lucy hid her hands, jumped up into her sleeves,
working a ragged thumbnail like worry beads. Heaphen Curtis, too
proud for superstition, kept the counter between him and the
office door, like a man keeping a mote between himself
and whatever waits inside. Castles inside the office reached a
wire's sharp and flickery, like how the back lot used
to smell after Pete replaced a fixture himself and forgot
to tape the ends. There was something else underneath, sweat
and musk and a faint tinn, a foe cleaner but
sire like no one dayared it out. In weeks the
Homi clutter had been bond pipe drawers pulled like broken
jaws that had dres skinned white to half blank pages.
There was pete ashtray full but need he never flicked,
but just anywhere, always lined them up with the folds
facing the window. Behind it a match brook, just the
look of V F W dress and a faded flag,
and touched the others wouldn't step inside, not yet. I
made myself move, notut to flick a pencil across the
carpet and bright a chair which whealed on its one
sticky we'll like a small trapped animal. I kept scanning
for another note, a clue, a joke, anything in peat,
crab sarcastic hand red, Lucy's head, voice high and ragged.
What do we do? I strayed into quick My knees popping.
The sight of the missing key scattered me. Five gone
from their hooks, not random, but picked out of the line,
like teeth from a comb. His master key, the safe
one labeled back lot another I didn't know Anne counter
that last one all stuck out because Pete wrote in
green mock air, not blue like the others. I peered
into the waste basket, napkins, the end of apparel slip,
then something shiny. One of the hooks spent. A shit
snapped off, with tiny flecks of red on the edge.
I didn't like thinking about what it meant. Hans working
so hard and so scared, you broke? What should pop need?
Under a toist Curtis's shadow blocked the doorway you find
the cash drop? His tongue was half joking, half hopeful.
The question hung a second. Nobody answered. I rolled the
chairside saw under the desk, another little pile receipts. Pete's
desk calendar opened to last week Thursday, square carved through pages,
torn down past the cardboard back. The luncham scrolled over
yesterday's day at a phone number, but the bottom half
was ripped away the rest blank checked the drawers for
another note. A. D. White said he was half way
in the door now, hands in his jacket, pockets, jaw set.
People leave notes, right, So where's the one that says why?
I opened the drawers? Slow echoing paper clips, an old
bottle of Vasprian coated and desk fuzz, A single tightly
rolled pack of mint, gun stale and dust kicked. Third
drawer was locked. Nothing to do about it. The keys
were gone anyway. The photo on the desk still there,
still wrong. I turned it over. Written on the back,
just one word row, no name, no date, no context,
just a heavyerlive block shop I line though, nearly closing
a loop and on itself. Lucy stepped in after me,
hugging herself. Pete didn't know this guy. He never let
any one's picture up but family and crew. Maybe it's
the owner, Curtis Scoff. The owner has been gone in
the books for years. Love's three count is over some
cousin never seen him in my life. White, though peered
over my shoulder, lowering his head like he might recognize
the man through sheer effort. Looks like somebody who could
make a man run, he muttered. And I couldn't tell
if he meant it to bite her, just plain truth.
Behind us, Morlene was pacing now, running her nails along
the chalk seems in the counter, stirring out the window
like she expected Pete to stride up out of the
fog in that battered windbreaker and save us from our
own claws. I nest to hovered in the kitchen's mouth,
clutching a dish towel, eyes wide as lids of paint.
The bill over front snapped us soul straight for a blip.
We looked at each other, some half shamed, some relieved
at the distraction, until it became clear the door hadn't moved,
no footsteps, only the bells swinging on its spring. Lucy
darted out, glancing this way and that nobody's here, she said,
voised thinto breaking you sure you didn't see somebody pass
by at the window. Curtis pressed, almost frantic. Lucy shook
her head fast, one slipping nobody white light out a
low and happy sound, and strode to the front, standing
like a failed sentry UN's cross, peering past the glass
trucks still out there, fogs not letting up. Back in
the office, I slid the mystery photo back into my
pocket and drew the drawer shut. The scraping sound seemed
to pull at the whole threadbare dignity of the place,
yanking years off the edges back once on is side,
her giiny tables, a jukebox, clean uniforms, and hoping the menu.
Lucy hovered behind. We should call someone, she whispered, police
or repeat's sister, Maybe just someone who isn't here. Her
voice had picked up a tremor, or maybe that was
just me feeling at vibry through the metal racks. Curtis overheard,
embarked and say what exactly? How boss up and quit?
And the photos are gone and everyone's off their stand
sounds like heads will roll for nothing. But Nurse Lucy bristols,
he's missing. She stared at Curtis. Hard to find it
beneath that trembling you hated, Pete said he was always
short in your overtime. Curtis drew up his hands. We
had words. Everybody hears head words, But you're not accusing
me of what scaring him off. Morlene finally found her voice,
low but punchy from the end of the counter. He
got what was coming after letting the place slip. You
all know it. That set the others off. Accusations width
through the greasy Airwold's lights, missing pay dis run up
and left. Cold White bellowed, you all think Pete was
some kind of saint guy, had secrets. Anesta muttered about
we had business after doc late night meetings. Maybe he
was running something on the side. I tuned them all out,
palm sweating over the photo in my pocket. For a second,
A strange memory drifted up. Pete sitting out on the
side steps behind the kitchen, counting bills and flipping through
a small, battered notebook like it held not numbers but spells.
He glanced up as hard but muths soft. Once he
told me voices can wear on face if you let them.
I'd laughed, pass him a lighter now the lines stuck
cold bright Ironesto called his voice had a tremor two
you all right. I dropped the photo in my apron
and set about the room wordless. Outside the fog slammed
itself against the windows cars, his pass unseen. No one
else would work in this late, not with the mood
hanging thick as bacon grease. I went poor fresh coffee
a stall mostly Wi Marline silchirped. The jangle was shrill,
breaking the tangle of argument, she fished in her bag,
thundered a live her muff turned down. No service, she rasped,
it says not in service. All the lion's dead. Lisie's
phone failt too. She showed me the crack's green bars
grate out. Mine's the same, She whispered, it was working earlier.
I swear an unspoken currant kicked beneath the counter. Everybody
glancing up a way nowhere, in particular, calculating if it
was a storm of something done to us, Why dug
out as back I had Nokia press buttons, his jaw
grinding side to side. There in a dine in Elbow's shop,
A lower his layer over the fridge's usual hum like static.
Feeling about to arc anybody else's phone working, Morlene asked,
No one volunteered. Curtisdapped a long rhythm on the countertop,
nervous tick or coat. I'm not staying here, of peace,
not coming back. If someone wants this job, good look
to him. He brandished his keys, then paused, staring at
the hallway. Did did you all hear that? Nothing at first?
Then a dragging sound, just faint from somewhere in the back,
like a sax, slid across tiles, slow and determined, the
scrape joined by a faint thumping knock her rhythm, almost
but not quite a pattern. I could pin down where
Inesto's face went, slack lips barely moving. Could be a raccoon,
he offered, But it was nothing like an animal, Not really.
We all knew it by unspoken agreement. We heard it together.
The goosebumpt and on edges, I led the way toward
the back, each step sticking to the floor where mob
streaks caught the shine. The scrape solved itself as we
neared the end of the hole, just outside walk in freezer,
addusting a fly of tract in a broad arc. The
fire door swung minutely on its frame, opening to the
Allly's night breath. Some part of me, a stubborn twust,
made me straighten up. Curtis dhite back me up. Lusy
checked the side law for Peat's truck again, stain in
the lights, whisp to white out of my elbow, fists
like mallets. Curtis slunk behind, quiet for once. Lissy trembling,
hustled off, dodging broken chair legs left stranded in the passage.
Out in the alley, the fog had curdled Torchen, snuffing
street lights and painting everything a blank wie the dumpster's yawn, dark,
lid's cap with dew. The flyer trail led to the closestpin,
its lid half a jar. White's flasklights stuttered as he
stepped ahead, boots socking on the clutch of mud. I
lifted the lid with the winds, expecting what and not sure.
Inside several trash bags, torn and leaking coffee grounds, and
a brown paper sack crusted in white. I nudged it,
then reached with a spoon, fishing out of folded slip ages,
damp and printed without looping scrawl. Pets led ahead from
the low no oak, mutelt two towns over. I read
it by White's light outluad so the others could hear.
I can't let them tear me apart. I won't be
here when the morning comes. They'll make it look like
it was my idea, but it never was. White frown lit,
pressed tight, then said, who's them? You know? I wanted
to say no, but something in my brain prickshaw a
memory of pee hogging in low, urgent tones in the
office the week before. Names never clear, but the fear mistakable.
Curtis hovered over my shoulder, every muscle cled like a
live wire. You figure, he wrote that tonight papers ry inside,
edges curled could be days ago. A grunted, hating the
uncertainty you hear from him, Curtis pressed hard, his voice gunjadded,
he ever talk about skipping leaving us? Maybe you wanted
his shift? You got debts red? Hell we all do?
I met his eye. I don't go there, not now.
White gazed down the alley, the light from his phone
dancing across Puddle's slickest murder Owe, no tracks and no
sign piece. Truck left the lot except wait. He vanished
through the side gate, Lucy trailing after leaving me and
Curtis by the open dumps, Sir. In the silence that
rolled out, I caught the echo of the bell far away,
like someone was letting themselves in nut staff, not a
regular behind us. Deep in the diner's guts, I caught
the low rumble of voices gathering sharp again. When I
came back inside, Everyone clustered in the front. Marlene perched
on the stool, Lucy by the register. Curtis rubbing the
bridge of his nose. White was out of breath, the
first bead of sweat cutting a line down his cheek.
He shoved a battered folder across the counter. Pete kept
this in his glove box. Don't know how I miss
it before Inside more sounds, clover seats, a faded picture
of Pete and his mom, and a topped under the
sticky notepad, a half sheet of ro old notebook, heavy
with a list of names and numbers, most scratched out
at the bottom. Second chances, price of forgetting. Don't let
it be me next time. Nobody talked. For a moment,
Lucy searched the faces of the little group. Let's press
a bloodless way. What did we forget? What did Pete do?
Her eyes were pinning each of us, one at a time.
Majory of ghosts, White Hunch said, I think we all
did something. Just don't remember it clear. Kurtis barked a sharp,
bitter laugh. You hiding something, right, You seem to know
a lot about missing things. He gestured at my apron,
where the outline of the photograph press faint. What is that?
I didn't want to answer, but Lucy's gaze was too hopeful,
too desperate. I fished out the photopete as a kid
holding the dog on in a mock street, and slid
it to her. She turned it over, saw the address
turned white as flyer. I grew up near there. She whispered,
that street was torn out before I was born. Why
would Pete have this? May be it about what's gone?
Marleyn offered, half hiding behind her coffee, This place, the people,
everything just wiped. Makes you wonder if anyone remembers as
besides the photos. Nobody moved to disagree. The dinner pressed
down on us, wolls crowding closer, tangles of wires and
air vents vibrating with our fear. The beallop of the
door kept shuddering, though nobody entered, feeding the sense that
someone something stood just out a frame, watching and waiting.
I busied myself at the coffee acre. The glass caught
me betray my own face. A shade older rough a
blurred in the shimmered steel. I blink once, then again,
expecting my mind to play tricks from exhaustion. In the
far booth, the flat box where Pete's dashed menus had
been left, opened, its contents scattered in the floor. A
thick envelope poked out Greene's old money. Curtis had moved
in that direction, pacing furious. Then still, you are just
going to stand around or do something, Curtis demanded, heling
the envelope onto the counter, a split spilling, A torn poroid,
faded Marco label's names, dates scattered, as if someone was
trying to erase them by hand. White asked, Lo, what's that?
Bol crew fourtoes, I answered, softly, from year's back peak
kept us stash. These are ruined faces scuffed off, not water,
not heat, scraped off on purpose. Lucy gasped, turning over
the fragments. Her hand shook. Why would anyone do that,
she asked, voice wabbling. What's the point People who don't
want to be remembered, Marlene whispered, or people someone else
wants forgotten? Curtis glared out the window. If Pete did
a runner, he covered his tracks real well. A silence
hard as concrete slid over us only the ticking of
the clock. Each moment stretched, each accusation heavier than closing time.
Then the phone under the counter buzz laud out of nowhere,
the land line be barely used except for the repair
guy or the truck deep O three miles out, A
lunch yanking up the receiver, static for slither, then a
whisper so thin, I almost missed it. You did what
you had to collect and close. The line went dead.
No number on the display. Lucy's mouth fell up, and
she'd been close enough to catch a hint of the voice.
Familiar or not? Was that? I don't know, Abriete, but
the truth had sharp teeth. White just rode to the window,
hand pressed white against the glass. I'm done, I'm done.
Let them take what's left, he muttered. Bread you lock
up at dawn. Nobody's coming back. Not after this, the
group led apart, each person settling far enough from the
next to see the air pulse between us. Marline gathered
her tote, clutching fragments of photo, muttering about how the
pass can kill you. If you let it. Lucy stood
in the spill of fluorescence, picking at the tape on
the counter, as if wishing her lucky dollar would appear.
Out of pity or nesto, still silent stack cups, Refusing
to look anyone in the eye, he kept glancing at
the back as if expected Pete any second or last
order or reprieve. Curtis thought, the locker cub is tearing
his name tag off the ship plastic. If Pete ever
turns up, he girl, he'd better have answers about this.
Nobody said good bye, Nobody said much at all. I
poured myself a cup with hand sunum from coal, for
was a fear that I sloshed half of it on
to the crack for myca I didn't mop it, didn't
even really see it. Instead, I stared out over the
scattered tables as the bouse empter, each surface barer than
seemed possible, stripped of photo's history, anything but stains and
finger prints, only the hum of the fridge, the buzz
of the power lines, and the far off jingle of
the door bell. Over it all, the sense of waiting,
like the air held a breath, not daring to exhale
in case that someone whatever we've lost or what had
been hunting us all along, there would be no breakfast
rush to night yerrt. Some one was shouting my name,
a voice Lucy or maybe Marlene. The words were a
sticky web clinging to the ceiling tiles, and I had
to claw at them before this stuck the office behind
me yond opa of papers in kaos, a wall of
keys looking like broken teeth. Some yanked, others rattling in
their slots. The photo of the man I'd never seen,
the one label dough burn, the thumbnail right through my apron.
My fingers curled around it, the old air thick with
the burnt wire stink pressed against my lungs. The others
hadn't left the threshold. Molline peered by the door, gum
half crossed into shadows, biting down so hard on how
lip she'd have drawn blood if she hadn't already. Curtis
was pacing, hands, flexing, half stepping into the room and
back out again, never letting his feet linger too long.
In the same square, white broad and tied beneath the
still lip pendant, watched the diner's front with the cornered
wolf look I'd only ever seen on hard knights are closing.
Lucy's eyes burned red, looking at me, then pass me,
then at the empty slots in the wall. Light flickered
clicking overhead, until the shadows jetted side was making all
of us look swept forward. I stepped over the threshold,
let the door close behind me, and the room shrunk
a degree tight around us. When I turned, the familiar
thing about Sunnyside was gone. In its place sharp angles
and raw metal. All the comfort of routine ripped out.
It wasn't just about Pete any more, every one we included,
It was now one inside the wires of something mean.
I held up the photo, pinched at the tops or
no finger prints could muddy the image, and laid it
on the desk. The others clustered. Curtis tried not to flinch.
Morlin tapped her knuckles soft in the corner, as if
maybe the picture would let her in une the joke.
White leaned in in and I saw his breath hang
in the air as thick as steam. What's a mean,
Lucy whispered. I didn't have an answer, not the kind
I could trust with my own mouth the word o'
looped and snarled on the back ki yuks empty ledger
ripped up and the missing truck. I listened, expecting some engine,
some door slam or Pete's low's grape outside it, But
it was just the diner's humming silence. Curtis's anger fled.
First we get played here. Some one needs to say
it out loud if Pete's not coming back. He glared
at me, what's his game? Marline stiffened her voice, napping.
Who says it was him? How do we know some
one didn't just take him the word? It take time
after ugly and slippery is a curse. Curtis got louder,
feeding off for fear here eh, maybe one of us,
maybe him. He stabbed a finger at me, then Lucy,
then out at the empty seats along the counter. Everyone's
got keys, everyone's guy grudge. Lucy's mauve trembled. You all
think someone did something to Pete. Nobody admitted it, not
in those words, but it was there, prickling under the
dirty light. White's patience. Correct, I'm going to check the truck,
just one last time. He lumbered toward the door, boots
thudding Marling followed, not trusting enough to be left alone
with the rest of us. In a minute, their ships
turned guts behind the foggy glass. Their voices bled through
the diner skin and blurry's mirrors. You see anything there?
Or no, that's just the sign and no back there.
Curtis elbowed passed, snatching the left of a ledger page
from the drawer, studying the ripped off numbers, scrinting like
he could, will have passed into order. The office seemed
smaller by the second. Lucy hugged herself, read what about
the keys, They're gone safe back lot counter. Somebody wanted access.
I hunched my shoulders up cold, tightening the nerves. Find
Pete's pick, find the key. That's how we solve this.
But that sounded half hearted, even to me. A crash
echoed from up back. Curtis jerked around, eyeing the rear door,
knuckles blanching. Lucy whimpered, almost collapsing into a seat. My
hands went to my apron, tracing the bulk of the
old photo. Not sure if I was coming myself for
hiding evidence, I spilled back from the lot. In a minute,
face is pale, white, held a fistful of mist. No
sign of Pete, truck still missing, but fog so bad
could be ten feet away and we'd never see it.
Marlene's chest heaved, it's not safe to split up. That's
how people disappear in stories. Curtis tossed the ledger page
on the counter, damp with sweat or something heavier. We're
all staying. Nobody leaves till morning. Lucy groaned, that's ires away. Ernesto,
who nobody'd invited, crept in from the kitchen, hands wringing
a dish rag, eyes dotting between us. I saw something
in the window, he announced in a stage whisper, look
like someone, but tall White's mouth twisted, probably your own reflection,
but his glance slid to the glass too. I watched
the group peach church in the room, windows each other
for a way out. The feeling inside Sunside wasn't just
dread anymore. It was a quiet kind of terror, blooming
from what had been routine. We didn't trust each other,
but we trusted outside far less. No one suggested calling
the cups again. We all knew Fawn's dead, fog too
thick for cruisers, and enough secrets here to make any
badge suspicious of us before the first pancake flipped. Instead,
I gathered the scattered scraps, Pete's old photo, the wordo,
the leisure with its last names, Morlin's seek, a clutch
of ruin polwards. I laid them in a strip down
the counter, all of its evidence of something we want explained,
but none of us was ready to claim Werenesto's voice
piped up, uncertain, you think this place is marked like
bad luck or a curse. Curtis rolled his eyes but
didn't answer. Morlin stared at the wall where the pictures
want some Someone took every face out of here on purpose,
only left that one of Pete in the counter. She
nodded to the frame I'd white so often pet grin
nodded us palm up forever, hello or goodbye. White said quiet,
I think he was saying goodbye. Nobody wanted to believe it.
Curtis bat in a way, he was pushed some one
he made him leave, or worse, His voice carried a
weight that set us all looking anywhere but at each other. Lissy,
still trembling, pressed her palm over the photo I'd left.
I keep thinking about Pete last night, She blurted. He
called me over handed. Miki said, you'll know what to
do if I'm not here to morrow. But I lost
it or some one took it. She fished in her pockets,
turned them out empty. White snored it bitter. Anyone else
got something they're not saying? I kept silent, the picture's
edge digging into my thigh. My nesto cleared his throat.
Saw Pete last week, arguing with the man I'd never
seen before, big broad, tan coat. Didn't look friendly. Marlene snapped,
so why didn't you say that before? He shrugged, didn't want.
Pete mad at me. Curtis's fist slammed the counter. Everyone's
got something missing, object memory at We're all suspects to night.
I stared at pete picture, the only one left. His
half smile flickered under the humming, fulorescence, shadow stretching, and
ways of shouldn't that? When the papron across the road
started ringing, it sounded clear as a bell behind triple
glass and a howling fog, shrill, urgent, impossible. No one
spoke for a second. I took a step toward the door,
but White was already half way through it. Lying its
skiny patch on his Denham jacket, trailing mist. He moved
like he'd been waiting for something to happen, any excuse
to get out from under the ceiling stale light. We
all crowded at the steaming window bob Is pressed together
in a way we never would have tolerated on a
normal knight. I wiped a clear patch with my sleeve.
White crossed the empty back top, each stride, clutching the
air as if it might give. He reached the phone, hesitated,
lifted the receiver. He flinched, free hands, squeezing the headress
by the booth side. No words, just the sucking sound
of static. Then Lucy hissed at breathing. I can hear it,
but that was impossible. The receiver was thirty yards away. Still,
her voice shook, and so did my nerves. After a
long moment, White slammed the phone down and stopped back,
shoving inside with a wind that seemed to drag more
fog through the threshold. He looked all wrong, face even
paler than before his door grinding so loud I thought
for a second he'd snap his molos cleaned through. Curtis
broke the tension first, Who was it? He muttered, No
one just breathing, Not Pete, not any one I know,
but I felt like they were laughing. Lucy drew a
sweater tight, stepping away from the counter, as if the
phone ring he might follow her. I want hat, I
want out red. I almost said me too, but didn't.
Marlene's purse appended in the rush. Half her contents built
across the whole way, tiles, lipstick with seats, half a
protein bar, and a stack of polar is, all with
sunnicides walls behind them. The missing photos caught in flush glare,
but each photo's faces were blurred or scraped off with
something sharp, except one. Pete alone in the corner, staring
straight at the lens, all the cheer burned off his face.
Lucy reached for the pile, but Marlene slapped her hand.
I don't remember taking those, Why would I? We stared.
One photo was different from the lur piece jacket bright
as a stop sign, but his eyes crossed out in
heavy pan, just two lines. Curtis's fingers hovered above the pile,
then drew back. You see the order. Look there's less
of him photo Bafodo like he was being raised right
in front of us. The polaroids ran in a sequence.
In the first Pete is at the register, half smiling,
second atabooth, frowning. Third, just as outline, a few shadows
where his eyes and mouth once were. Last, an empty
spot at the table. Napkins folded just so, but always
in some coroner, a piece of himself left behind. I
resisted the urge to run my thumb along the faded lines,
as if I could pull him back. Lucy started crying,
small at first, then gasping. He never said good bye.
We were just mean to him, all of us. Marlin
drew herself up, defiant, though her voice was weak. You
can't erase a man just by taking his picture off
the wall. This is more than Pete the owner wants
us out. It's a message Curtis's loft was low and ugly,
or you wanted him gone. Don't put this on us.
I never want She began, voice cracking, but the accusation
had already taken root. That's when the tree shattered in
the kitchen, plait shards skating across tile, or Anista cursing
in Spanish before yelping for help. We barreled through to
find him knee deep in coffee, still steaming from the urn.
In the puddle floated a water logged and cal scrap
one last notebook page, half melted, the words trailing off.
They want me to take a fall. They think I
owe them for what I did, what I failed to do,
nobly forgets in this place. They just moved the blame
around until someone cracks. Curtis grabbed one end of the note,
nearly snarling a confession. Our Nestor shook his head, wiping
his brow with a filthy sleeve. No, it reads like
some one set him up. He thought he was a target.
Marlene picked her way through the glass. We're just as
trapped as he was. Only differences. Some one else's picking
who goes next. Lisey's eyes rinned with salt, flicked to
each of us. We have to come clean. We have
to tell what we know, or it'll keep happening. Curtis
advanced on me. Now forcibly bred your first in lasta
where were you last night? Don't sell us a story.
I bared my teeth, not a smile. I closed with
Pete's same as always. Didn't hear a thing except him
muttering about second chances. If you want my keys, check
my pockets to yourself. He'd like that, wouldn't you. He
shoved his hands forward, rooting for evidence, but all he
hit was my apron flier, dusted and trembling. Marlene's head jerked,
all of you stop. This is in how Pete would
have wanted it. Lissy's voice cut thruthin a thread. He's
not here to want anything, Morlene, and that's on us.
Outside the fox shifted, hidden, headless, glimmered, and were gone
the weight of some one watching. Even now, The world
beyond Sunnyside felt stretched then yet impossibly far. White said,
let's check the lot again. If Pete's truck is here,
maybe there's a clip. If not, then Curtis and I nodded.
All the fight gone to old habit. We crept outside
as a pack, the chill biting harder, the lock glowing,
and the diner's exhausted neon. The fox shivered and splutter
rusted pick up sat half way into the grass, cabbdor
jar key swinging under the dim light. Pete's no doubt.
Nobody wanted to be first, so I stepped in the
driver's seat, stank of old mental cleaner and hope. The
glove box yawned open inside a battered spiral notebook. Coversow
finger worn it and nearly rubbed away. I flicked to
the last entry. Peat's handwriting snaked cross the lines, wild, frantic.
They think I'm the reason for the losses. They erased
the history, the tabs, the keepsakes, every face. The owner
told me collect then close. Don't look back. If I
say no, they'll make me disappear. If I say yes,
I lose myself. I'm tired. If I let them use me,
I let all of you use me. Tonight's the deal.
Whoever finds this, don't believe the next story you've told.
Nobody gets saved in this place. Curtis peered over my shoulder,
lipped press He blames us. Lucy clutched a window. We
let it happen, pushed him piece by piece till he
couldn't stay. The other shuffled in the night, pressing tight
our nest of them through the rest of the nobek
scraps of names, passwords, and an old photograph of the staff,
all of a smiling pete circled in red. Underneath written
in looping ink, Everyone plays their part. My breath steamed
against the cracked dashboard. I remember it swapping out a
key for Pete, thinking nothing of it, just to favor.
But what if that was the last piece, the thing
that tit the balance. It rolled in my stomach can
acid not of guilt. White's phone buzzed impossibly, screen flicked
to life. He answered, voicegrave the beat. Then he snapped
the closed Pete, just a voice. It wasn't supposed to
end this way. Curtis fell back a step. We need
to talk, all of us inside. We gathered at the counter,
numb and jagged, likewise, torn too long from the sockets.
I lined up every scrap, each torn note, each photo,
each memory burned raw. It was time to lay it bare.
Curtis was first stubborn even now. Yeah, Pete asked me
to erase some tapes a week back, said the owner
needed a fresh start. I thought it was just covering
it bad night, and never thought he'd run. Marlene picked
at the polaroids, unable to meet anyone's gaze. Ay, I
took some pictures to protect the history. But I was
told by someone from corporate, by an owner on the phone.
I don't know any more to keep extras, just in
case a scub copp is on purpose. Our nesto didn't protest.
I delivered a note from the owner. Didn't read it,
didn't care, just wanted my check. I guess. I didn't
ask who the message was for. Maybe Pete. Lucy shivering
so bad her teeth clicked, whispered. I handed over my
master key. When Pete asked, he said someone from upstairs
as would collect it. I figured, well, figured it was
fine since Pete vouched for it. They finished with me
in the hot seat. I cough. He had me swap
out the locks, said it was just routine, a new month,
new system that I did it. Didn't ask downed if
I know if it was the hammer of the nail
quite move. Last voice mountainous and low. He told me
to sign out the cash drap early. Not my job usually.
I left the register printed next day. The oddist gone
that told myself that was just the owner being cheap.
He shrugged. Defeat in every bone. We all saw the
web now, every small betrayal, each helping hand, breaking something
under the surface, all at the owner's quiet, invisible urging.
Maybe Pete tried to resist, maybe not hard enough. Lucy
looked at the polaroids again, the sequence where Pete faded
from view last image, just a ghost among empty booths.
He was disappearing for weeks, and we helped in a silence.
The only thing that moved was the clock. The iron
hand slipped past four. It was colder inside than out.
I shivered in my own skin. That's when I saw
him at his favorite booth. Pete Gray's fog at line,
a little TiO thin for the light, not a reflection,
not quite a memory, hands folded over a chip mug,
looking out into the dark, not moving, not smiling, watching
the street with the same set to his jaw I'd
seen on closing knights and funerals. The others saw or didn't,
each crossways with their own guilt. Curtis darted back against
the counter knuckles Why. Molly shrieked, then slapped her own mouth.
I was leaking what. Lucy shrank away, sagging into the
near seat. Pete did not move. I stepped forward, restless,
almost against my will. My shoes light out a desperate's queak,
and the whole night somehow shrank to the space between us. Pete,
I asked about as soft as humanly possible. You want
a sorry? Will you want? Answers, his face hollow, squared
up to me. He didn't speak, but I'll look said enough.
It's yours, now keep it or spand it. No going back.
For one second, I saw myself, even behind the counter,
omsloaded with frames, sliding down each photo, tucking them away,
the voice of some one, maybe not my own, telling
me it's only temporary, it's for the best time, folding
choices I made without ever remembering, making them all guided
by hands I never saw. Then I blinked, and Pete's
booth was empty, just a faint and print in a
pleather and a mug of the dregs of black coffee
swelling in the bottom, cooling for ears. The rest of
the Dino Lucy sobbing, Morley mumbling prayers, Curtis stirring through
me blow like old newsprint. Kurtis tried to follow, running
out the front door. Marlene staggered after looking over her shoulder,
refusing to touch the empty picture hooks. My Nesta went
back to the dishroom, Hans trembling so hard he could
hear the plates rattle in the sink. Boit left in silence,
the door banging behind him, boots echoing in the lot. Lucy,
last to move, crumpled her apron into a ball and
left it on the counter, then paused beside me, tears
streaking her cheeks. What now, she croaked. I picked up
the battered no but Pete left in his truck, and
slid it into my coat. We don't let the story disappear,
as said the promised sticky insire. The dino, scrubbed of memory,
held its silence. I made one last passel on the wall,
touching the empty hangars on the counter. Pete's coffee grew cold.
With the last night sun still and iro away. My
footsteps echured as I crossed the tile and shut off
the lights behind me, the only thing left the low
hum of the ancient fridge. The sun cracked the horizon
outside blind, still cockied and crooked from decades of hands.
I pulled my coat tighter, glancing back over my shoulder
as the first light pinted a thin strip along the
chipped for Micah. The parking lot was empty except for
one battered pickup, already losing shape in the brightening mist
under my fingers. Pete's confession pulsed heavy as a heartbeat.
I didn't know if I keep the promise, didn't know
if anyone ever did. I walked out into the growing lay,
locking the door for the last time. The silence that
followed said more than I ever could. The silence that
followed said more than I ever could. They lingered, hand
fled in the lock glass, waiting for San to creep
back in an engine in the side lot, Marline's laugh,
even the clock of Curtis's boots overtile. But there was nothing,
not even birds in outside, just the scrape of wind
shoving low clouds across the bitchwo men, lamp pole swaying
without care for any of us left behind. The coal
peeled at my skin. I holed Pete's notebook tight against
my roots, and shuffled over to the passenger bench, blinking
in the harsh chalk, a light dribbling through the bland.
My stomach boiled. In the aftermath, everyone gone, every routine appended.
It all felt too thin, too raw. All the faces
wipe from the wall were alive in my mind, burnt
into the Dino scenes, grins, grimaces, stiff suits, peach, crooked
smile in a Christmas hat Lucy's arm slung around Old
Time the fry Man. Every memory felt pride, loose and drifting,
like the place itself kept trying to wriggle out of
my hands. I fumbled for a mug port what little
coffee was left, still warm, barely the pot would have
spluttered out on its own soon, like everything else. I
sat in Peat's booth, cheep, pressed to the flaking vinyl,
breathing the air that held his gross. Not a word
from the others, not a single car in the lot
four gun Patchee, but the world outside still blank, featureless.
All that was left was the aching, waiting hum that
prickled my head After a bit. The owner should have
been a myth, but was to popped up in my mind,
never seen, only felt if he was coming. He was
taking his sweet time, sending someone else to clean the mess,
or maybe he already had moving a slight pieces on
a checkerboard, nobody hearing his voice but Pete. Until Pete's
voice ran out to I found myself shoving nekkins into
pocket amos, just so my hands wouldn't drift back to
the note becored the poloids. Every knuckle was a flint
sparking of memory. A week ago, Pete stood here scribbling
on a deposit slip grew it pale with worry. Some
folks heat's head, eyes flicking up, how desperate to be erased.
Others just tired of being remembered ron. I chewed that
to pieces and still found nothing good inside. I busied
myself with pointless closing chores, just had it beating out,
meaning wiping down counters, stacking chip saucers, retying the trash.
I flipped off a light, then on again. I'm sure
if I wanted to place brighter or hollow. By the
time the sun was flowering over the rooftops, I nearly
believed Pete might walk in, gribbing about being up before
the roost air, wanting his moccotter and his eggs an broken.
But the only thing that showed up was my own
stupid hope, refusing to die. The air shifted. I looked
up and froyers. A shadow hunched in the lat shaped
too small to beat white, too sturdy to be Marleye
or Lucy. The fog spatted out near the service door.
My body jerked half up and half fruited in the
booth before I caught myself, just the trash bins rattling,
swinging in the wind. I sat again, got sliding up
into my trot heart thudding so loud, I could almost
feel the countervirate back again. I asked the echo, fingers
tracing all burns on the fomyca, or are you just
taking stock? Nobody answered, Maybe nobody ever could half in
mouth pulled beneath the booth's table, trickling out in pimper reminders,
the lingering grease, smouged receipts, the snap booth seams, the
clump of lost napkins under Pete's usual spot. I poled
through Pete's notebook for page with sense, but all I
found was loops and dashes, names crossed and cant ae scrawled,
anxious ruts left by a man watching the wall's press close.
Sometimes I could see what we'd lost. Other times all
I caught was the greasy shine of the window and
my own sagging face shining back. The blame grew outwards,
filling cracks nobody noticed when the place was busy, My
part to every one's part. It was always the little things,
the missing back, the lock changed, the secretswap, the photo discarded,
beyond what we told the each other. It was the
silence that did us in the way every voice eventually
found his echo and died there. I sat for a
long time, sometimes with my eyes closed, sometimes open. I
let the diner breathe, waiting for something, anything, to admit
what it had become. While I did stand, knees creaking.
The sun was as scarlet slice over the warehouse roof
my feet picked skin prickling with evaporated cold. I left
the counter as it was, let Pete mug Linger beside
the register and pocketed what was left of the wreck
polar It was just in case somebody wanted to proof,
though I doubted it. I was nearly out the door
when I turned for a last look the finer photograph
Pete as a kid, not smiling, how shadowed and mystery
protruded from the ledger on his desk, as if the
place was pushing him out, making sure of the story
ended the same way for anyone who followed outside. Traffic
thickened in the distance, and a police siren boomed down
the next avenue. The world rolled on, no special curdance,
no funeral bell, just life, going about its business as
if sunner sized twisted night had never happened. Escalation was
supposed to come as fairer punishment, but it came as blankness,
a closing over, a smoothing away, no one to blame
but each other, a memories that slipped back with the
harder I clon. Nearly two weeks went by before I
let myself set foot near the place again. I told
myself it was just to pick up my old pocket
I've left in the side drawer, half forgotten. I circled
the building twice before finally going in, feeling like a
trespasser in my own skin. Inside the wall that once
held the photos were spackled and swaded clean, bright primus,
swallowing everything that used to matter. The grime was gone,
a fry silent, and the air heavy with lemon and paint.
It could have belonged to anyone, or to no one
at all. The counter was dustless, wept straight to its edges,
a memory scrub until it couldn't find its own face.
I wandered to the side hallway, hand trailing along smith plaster,
where we'd once hammered nails, laughing over whose picture looked
worse under the neon glare, a new frame, something cheap, shiny,
not irons, hung askew, as if nailed in a hurry,
out of place, out of time. Inside a photograph, the
crew from years ago, heat in the back, grinning, the
only one blurred and faded eyes, just two stains under
the overhead light. The rest me Curtis, Lucy, Marlene, even
old Sam, all in for smile poses, brightness bled up
by over exposure or heavy hand. It took me seconds
to recognize the handwriting scrolled beneath, sharp etched into the mat,
and nobody remembers, but the walls do. My blood ran cold.
I trusted the frame strait with us in the urged
pocket it, not wanting to smuggle any more ghosts away,
I locked up after myself, the clatter of the bowl
dickoing into early dusk outside. The sky had gone the
color of all dishwater. No one saw me leave or
watched as I stuffed the last polaroids in my jacket
and walked to my car. Even the walls might forget
us in time, But I kept the promise i'd made.
If memory is a debt, I'd keep paying piece by
ragged piece, even if I never know who's collecting. Even
the walls might forget us in time. But I kept
the promise i'd made. If memory is a debt, I'd
keep paying piece by ragged piece, even if I never
know who's collecting. When I stepped out into the gravel lot,
keys nestled in my palm, I half expected to see
one of the crew waiting, making some snide remark about
ghosts or old men, not letting go that the old
sunside sense a strange humor. The block was quieter than
I remembered in not silence, but a kind of low,
hissing tire was passing far off little else. My reflection
dragged beside me in every window I pass, doubled and thinned.
At my car, I opened my coat, caught the battered
edges of Pete snow book and the blow polaroids. Part
of me wanted to hold them, scout everything across the
yellow grass, call it a debt repaid, but my hands,
shaking tightened Instead. A breeze gusted bitter for June. It
rottled the dinose vent slots and sent the only other
sound of fint tapping from inside a crawling up my spine.
I fumble all the keys. Something moved past the dark window,
or maybe it was just shifting light, just a scrap
of my own reflection bending my legs ached, but I
stayed rooted. No sudden ending to that night. I guess
no one to pass the story to the polaroids in
my pocket. Felt like ballast proof a dozen times over.
That erasing is never clean. As I turned away from
the locked door, movement by the alley caught my eye.
Not Pete, nobody, I recognized it. Just a tall figure,
big shoulder, a tan coat flapping open in the wind.
He stood in the shadows by the old dumpster, face,
liked away by distance and dusk, not watching exactly, but present,
the way a dew bill might linger at the edge
of a bot ab. I stared, maybe too long. The
figure made no gesture, didn't seem bothered I'd seen him,
just waited, posture, steady, as so, confident the debt would
find its own way home, one way or another. I
slid into my car and sat there, engine rattling, hand
clutching the wheel, bones, aching, mind, skyring itself roll overhead.
The signs neem flickered on half the s all of you,
the rest dark, the word broken into nothing. Sun sighed
harshall like, as half lit, half race, trying for holt
and failing every time. Week sunlight had finally burned through
the club bank, painted a slant through the windshield, turning
Pete's battered nobic, gold flecked and immutable. For a second,
it felt like a warning or relief. The world outside
the diner didn't care if our story fraded. It would
roll on, no matter how much we tried to pin
down a face, a debt or reason. Her rested my
head against the thin stirring wheel, breath fogging the inside glass,
waiting for the moment to pass. Part of me ach
to Billie peated chosen freedom. But every sign, every race,
for every touchy memory, said otherwise. I snapped in the
radio static, somewhat past the interference. An old voice wabbled
half a chorus of long black veil, the lyric about
slipping away, dying nemus. I turned the dial, but the
diner shone in the side mirror, impossible to ignore. I
could almost hear the bell, the echo of the door.
All the old voices layered up until I couldn't pull
mine loose from the rest. My last look back, nothing moved,
not even the wind now, only that tall figure melting
into the shadow of the alley, just missing memory. Until
he was gone to whatever story he brought, he kept
to himself. I drove out slow. The notebook thudded in
my pocket, a promise, trying to remember itself, or not
let itself be forgotten. If the walls do you remember,
let them keep the secrets. I kept mine too long already.
But if deck can be paid by memory, then I'd
carry Pete the others. The whole worn shape of Sunisie
for as long as there is anyone left to remember
it at all.