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I Thought I Was Recording History Instead I Exposed the Cannery's Ruin

I Thought I Was Recording History Instead I Exposed the Cannery's Ruin

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Let's get into it. The fog clung to the river

like a sweat damp sheet, drifting into every crack and

seam of the colt and cannery. Sodium lights was by

the loading ramp. Two strobes in the gray, flickering on

slicks and men slicked with runoff and errant scales. Cold

cut through my jacket, heavier than the rain that had

seeped through my cuffs. As I fumbled with my phone,

I had to keep it dry, pressing my shoulder against

polst and cup in my hands in a pitiful tent.

The phones blew glow light in my knuckles. As I

thumbed the audio app a bristle of wind diedged up

my back. My fingers shook, some from the coals, some

from nerves. Describe your first date, It calls in. What

was the smell in the lunch roomt No, too stiff.

I raised the recording and started again, thinking of Professor

Armitude's voice in seminar the importance of catching natural forces.

My voice sounded force, not like anyone's real memory. The

fishybrine seeped through the corrugated metal walls. I could smell

it even out here, along with burnt oil soap and

the faint sireness of boots off gassing old sweat from inside,

the clang and rattle of steel trays, focus shrilling by

the break room, bluffy bouncing in the cinder block corridor.

Out here, I was invisible, supposed to be rehearsing, not hiding,

but I needed a clean take for the oral history project,

and I didn't want record definding me talking to myself

outside the shift whistle. Instead, I was muttering questions, shifting

my feet to keep some feeling in them, trying a

smile that just didn't happen. How'd you land new job?

What's the vah? The weirdest thing you've seen here? Did

you ever think the place was? A shot? Snapped off

my words? Some were close but muffled, not one of

the usual curses. The voice heaved up again, this time sharp,

laced with something like panic. I shoved my phone in

my pocket, lighting it thout to the wet ground. Heart

kicking under my layers, I could make out help pleased,

The sound choked into a gurgle. Another silhuet burst around

the corner. Dee hunched like a wrestler or ponytail swinging.

Did ye hear that she barked at me? Her gun popping?

Kit's gone tight. We moved toward the noise, her boots

studding on concrete, my trainers sliding more than they bit.

Whoever was yelling was somewhere inside the plant, past the

loading dock where the canneries long coal storage ran on

the buzzing lights. Someone of frank no sounded rosbear higher,

but as we got closer the noise cut off, replaced

by the wet slap of running sundry heaves and a whimper.

Cold storage. The chrome handle was lock solid. A thick

chain run through the loop and pained with the battered padlock.

Deesworen gripped it her hands, blotch fread, who the hell

lock this? From inside, a scraping, a muffled thump. I

has titted only a second, then looked around. Nothing in

the whole except yellow bucket's statures, a broom, the keys.

Only three people got cold storage keys, and I wasn't

one of them. No time, Dee braced her shoulder, yelling, Frank,

you and there bind if you can hear me, A

frantic pound replied, then silence. I dashed to the manager's

deskon no help drawer, stuck key rinauher Dee gave the

chain one more violent heave. The lock split off with

a wrenching snap of something inside. Gave way, and the

door swe open, spilling out a longful of frigid chemical

air that made my eyes water. He was there on

the freezer floor, Frank, the supervisor routund, always a navy

overall's clip, mustache glistening with condensation, sprawled on the seal plates,

shivering so violently his teeth chattered. His fists were bowled

against his chest, clutching something blue and crumpled, and next

to his hand a ring of keys not his. Theeves

were tagged tuminous ones sprayed with pink pain like the

shipping set. Frank's lips were blue, face drawn tight with fear.

He crooked something that sounded like don't don't close it,

before sucking air and rolling away from the open door.

D dragged him upright. His breath fogged out in wild bursts.

I fumbled out my phone, uselessly pressing at the coalscreen.

My gloves were still in my locker. Frank clutched a

de sleeve, the blue glove biting into her wrists locked someone.

He managed, but his gaze skit had passed mine into

the racks of frozen crates and long beads of frost

trailing in the back wall. The medic crew showed up

inside three minutes radio, and even as they heard up

the ramp, dave the plant empty, pushed past me, hands

already peeling cloves. Frank, talk to me, who put you

in there? Frank shook, small as a kid, don't remember.

His eyes flickered with something desperate, then blanked just cold.

Can I go home now? The keys were lying forgotten

near his foot, and Frank's hand had a slice along

the bomb Dee looked at me, gray faced, as the

medics bundle Frank into blanket and propped his head up

behind them. The door stood open, cold, rolling out florescent bolts, buzzing.

Frost clung in perfect hand pins to the inside of

the doors. I picked up the blue glove, torn at

the thumb, a web of crusted brine along its edge inside,

no name written. I slipped it into my pocket without

quite thinking why Frank shot me a look as they

wheeled him toward the ambiance bay, not grateful, not angry,

something wounded, shaded with fear. His other hand clutched the

key ring, his lips moved, don't tell. The door slammed,

leaving us in the bitter blast alone, with the stench

of eyes, fish and blood in my pocket. The blue

glove was already dripping throd brine down my thigh. If

I'd come back to the break room with Dee, I'd

have heard the other whisper about sabotage or curses or

jealous rivals. Instead, I stood frozen, staring at smudge in

the frost that looked like an open mouth, and tried

to make sense of hands, keys, fear, and a door

forced cheff from outside. They never really shines at colt

and fog seeps and drew broken panes, filtering sunlight into

dull pools and the steel floor. The river runs a

few feet below the canneries, belly, carrying with it the

ghost of salmon, runs creosot and spent dreams. By mid morning,

after Frank was hauled off to the hospital and the

official safety speel was over, the work rhythm returned with

grudging force me as curbed the dry blood from my

borrowed gloves and tried not to think about how close

I'd come to stepping on Frank's celt hand. My part

of the plant was the gutting line, where we caught

fish as it humble from the intake. My boots press

cold water back up through the planks, always screaming inside

with damp They say, ye, never stop being a new here.

My first summer turned into my third. But some of

the looks never really soften. Thee was back on the floor,

her bas of sarkism, already working overtime. She'd run the

line under three bosses, her nails always chewed, but the

mines of the crew at her finger tips hard liner

rumor magnet, unafraid to bark up managers. But to night

she radiated a tightness that hadn't been there before. Ivan

pat boxes with the same brute rhythm as always. The

Russian is hands thick as ham and his eyes gray

and a bushy brows. He hummed half familiar folk tunes,

sometimes breaking only to white brown from his cheeks. He

kept a tin nikon on his locker, Saint Nicholas for safety,

I guess may near my age, but somehow always looking

smaller check labels at the liding station. She flinched when

a tray clat out to the floor, and I caught

her checking her cracked phone In every lull. Some days

she talked about community college or splitting rent with her cousin,

But lately her eyes darted like she expected someone to

call her out at any second. All of us with

our own bargains, the chance at a little more money,

the risk of getting hurt. The iro was always eaten

by overtime, the possibilities shrinking as room is spread. That

Coulson was on its last legs. The break rooms faded

linnoleum had a vain pattern that looked like worms. The

wall's cream popped by count the sun tacks, the bulletin

board troop with half peeled union fires, pete coupons, and

warnings about bathroom cleanliness. Most days people ignored me with

my microphone out. This week, people a the glared at it,

half joking, all looked eager at the idea of this story.

Living somewhere past the next round of layoffs. Sam May

ask softly one day, as I checked if my phone

was listening. He still recording or did losing Frank were

in the whole product. Her smile was brittle. It can't

just be Frank, I said, I'm going for everyone's stories.

If they still want to talk. She just shrugged. The

manager Rick lumbered and behind her face pink from the damboutside,

and barked something about safety chicks. He was due to

retire at Thanksgiving, but rumors jostled in every conversation that

he'd got in a fat buy it, that Laos would

got even the skeleton crew left, that cold and cannery

would become condos for city money. Were just wrought into

the river, dragging the old brick station with it. Hammorhroddery.

Here was brittle. Everyone had shared secrets quietly over cups

of burn coffee and half freight doughnuts, but now it

felt brittle, on the edge of snapping. With every whispered rumor.

New cameras glowed from the corners two lenses over the

production arch, but the monitors in the manager's office still

flickered with static for hours of the time. He didn't

talk about accidents to outsiders. You didn't jerk about the

woman whose heir court in the conveyor or the freezer

door that struck every winter until the safety inspector twisted it.

Photos of the heroic crew during the full shot on

last August whippinned by the time clock, but nobody looked

long at the grinning faces, not since the day four

people left and only three returned from that maintenance shift.

It was there, more than anything, attention that knotted when

the humidity rose, when the wind pushed against the old dock,

and every conversation skittered away from the edge of gossipin

into the dead zone of nothing. I kept collecting interviews,

not in a documentary sort of way. Professor Armatudo would

have scoughed at the rofiles, but I cared more about

getting something before we all scattered. Maybe a slice of

this lawn where some or so I could apply for

a natural transfer next year, university reelcasses sumhere I could

stop dreaming in fithbrine and the grinding of gears every

time I closed my eyes. At lunch, debated Ivan about

his miracle worker's hands. Than ivan rumble jokes about American

superstition versus Russian steel jabs turned into arguments which turned

into Laughterward, don't they all know looks, and then after

a pause, each pealed way to doze of smoke outside.

I sat in a lull, recording nothing, listening to the

pipe's clank ticking off minute, thinking not about the plant,

but how many iOS I'd need to pick up if

I ever wanted to leave. There was a residue to

the canary, not just Brian, more like memory, moldy and sweet,

the old accidents, the stores of curse tills, locked away

in the storage room or buried behind the warehouse. I

caught Riquance after he'd accidentally sliced his thumb, thumping a

wrench with his ring and muttering something in Italian. The

cameras knew as they looked, were just objects were painted

from past failed upgrades. The union rep didn't answer emails.

Nothing got erased here, not really. People pretended not to remember.

But every new patch on the wall or freshkin of

paint in the lunchroom just covered something older, darker. We

all did our jobs. I watched my pinch pennies in

her lunch, watched Ivan doze with his eyes half closed

them one boot and tie dee paced the perimeter of

the lunch room. Some days scanning each window, like hunting

something that might bite, and s back curses at ever

mention of a recertification. The air colt and full of

half truce, worn out rhythms, and the endless grinding boom

of a place trying to pretend nothing was coming to

an end. Work stacked up, the overtime announcements dropped like

broken glass. I stayed late, fumbling for interviews, for courts,

to tuck away voices to pin in digital amber before

the canary burned down A closed for good. It was

a Thursday when Cold Storage called us together, and the

ordinary cadence broke for something sharper. The shift belt wailed

through wet air, still early, still not bright. Outside. Manager

Rick stood in front of Cold Storage, clipboard in hand,

his jaw set so hard I thought his teeth might splinter.

He waved us in the whole line, even iveum with

crusted boots, even quiet temp workers who usually vanished before midshift.

A smell hit first sharper, less like blood and more

like something old scraped out of a deep cut. Dee muttered,

but Rick cut her off with a look. Inside A

crate stack for premium tokyo buyers was opened plastic, shrink wrapped,

angling off the sides. Salmon spilled in a neat pattern,

Flesh still pink as crystals glinting. Each one had a

single slice, oddly uniform, not quite where you gill of fish. No,

just to the side, jagged as if with a claw

or a knife. Not a work as clean full at

the cuts reeked of malice, not haste. Brooksmouth drew tight.

We lost eight grandsworth of prime product. These cuts deliberate

team someone's playing games. The murmur started at once. Powell stammered,

it's a message. Some one else bit off a Lejandro's back.

They say, E see outside the fence at night. May

shrink into herself, arms tuck tight, deve rolled her eyes.

Some idiot with a grudge, not magic ivan crossed himself.

Worse things have happened here, you know, He rumbled, and

that shut every one up. For a bead. The crate's

contents glinted wet and read a pattern that didn't make

sense unless he'd pack thousands just right and saw how

wrong these were wrecked Judd at the camera's overhead. No

feed system failed again last night, just like two months ago.

Anyone caught responsible is gone permanently. This is your warning.

Back at the tables over tepid coffee, people let the

fear drive their stories, sabotage for the sale, trying to

curse the line again to the old curse from ninety two.

Some one said, quieter, maybe the sending a message to

the scats. The ordinary bitterness turned sharp, like a bone

sticking in your throat. I didn't know if my interview

files would catch are a mob from running through the room.

My phone chimed against my hip. I checked it, careful

to keep the screen tilted from prying eyes from a

block number record this. What do you remember about the

shutdown last August? My fingers tingled. That shutdown wasn't just rumor,

but nobody ever talked about it directly, just enough whispers

to make you wonder who left because they wanted to

and who was pushed. The next days were teeth grinding.

When I asked for stores, workers fidgeted or changed the subject,

making nervous jokes about haunted machinery and skills in the pipe.

The worlder cast went from punchline to warning, especially whenever

Frank didn't show up for his evening rounds. The blue

gloves stayed in my locker, odd comfort to kissed, no

name inside, nothing to claim it. I called Frank's house

after two days, ostensibly to offer him a recorded interview

for my project, really just to hear if he was okay.

His wife picked up after five rings. Frank shaky, she said,

voice flat. He keeps asking if I've locked the windows.

Says he's sorry about something. Wakes up screaming. Think some

one's at the bed. He was never asleep or can

now he's jumping at shadows. I keep telling him he's safe.

He says nobody's safe, not till some one tells the truth.

Most people, when questioned, glanced away or muttered old complaints decaped.

Her lips clamped, answering questions only when I left my

phone visible. Then she snapped, put that thing away before

some one thinks he of the next sabbatter may baked

off with family issues, and I've nclaimed his English wasn't

good enough for stores, But in private, would drop a

word here and there about Lejandro and Carol. One still here,

one in the shadows. Greed brings curses, You know that's

all O Jandre, The name kept cropping up in lunch

room arguments fired at Spring for attitude, never able to

keep quiet about how the lion was poisonous and fix.

People said he'd been sneaking back, and I may be stealing,

may be watching. I hadn't seen him. But Carol quite Carol,

the one every one assumed would buckle first if Leaof's

came was his old friend, or sometimes something more. If

you listened at lunch, they were passed over for rases.

Right after last August, shutt On, the one Rock hated

to talk about, the one nobody would confirm on the record,

the way people whispered it, Carol stole out Lejandra some

loyalty or else. She feared his shadow more than she

feared losing her job. Whatever happened last August, it was

a soft hole in the floor, sucking down stores. Every

time I got close, people danced away. Text messages started

bubbling up in groove chats, First petty complaints about d

she throws warning slips away when it suits her. Then

an lovely way of accusing Ivan of stealing tools, may

have double charging her, eyres Rick of hiding payout schedules.

Even my name came up in one. She tipped May's

mouton by the lockers, thought she could use it for

her own gain, which was true in a technical sense,

but only three people had been there. Paranoid grew legs.

Large bags went missing, Thermoses accidentally spilled. Locker padlocks checked

and rechecked. Mitchief. Someone was routing out secrets, sometimes true,

sometimes false, but each new accusation made the richer. Then

the security office was discovered with its drawers flung open.

Brick's face was gray as he barked assault to fill

out a property lost sheet. Nothing seemed to have been taken,

but stacks of blank forms, an old USB drive, few

worn linouds. That afternoon they found her car, tire puncture

dragged deliberate, maybe someone's sick joke. She wept in the

break room, and nobody would admit seeing anything. I asked

recas diplomatically as I could about last year's shut down.

He squinted at me over a pile of h O forums.

Some things are better left forgotten, especially with money on

the line. Why dig up old ghost when the four

still needs mopping. The question didn't make him angry, just brittle.

He shut the door in my face. That night, After

draining every bar of battery, recording people's stray rumors, I

stepped up for ear, leaning under the eaves rain, missing

the lip of my hood. A figure stood near the

edge of the storage lot, under the broken sodium lamp face,

hidden by the swinging coil of the rain hood. I

called out, need something. The figure hesitated a then step backward,

vanishing into the fog. When I got to the lamp post,

only a single print in the mud marked our presence.

I reached down. The print was too small for ivan,

too large and narrow for me. No glove dropped this time,

no answer. When I called at home. Turning over in

my sticky sheets, I found my own blinking three minutes

of recorded file, all scratchy whispers punctuated by a single,

drawn out squeak. Not the radio, not pipes, not my

own breathing. I've been sure I'd turned thee app off

next morning. The echo of that recording left me prickly,

glancing at shadows behind every stack of trays as I

came in for the early shift. Accidents like bad storers

clustering waves. The first accident was allowed a pyramid of

empty crates stacked near the north exit toppled as I

passed by with Carol. The sound was bone shaking, plastic

on metal. At the last second, one temp worker, Lucas,

darted out of the way, dropping his lunch and his cigarettes.

The buckets crashed down where his head had been. One

crate skidded, splitting open in front of the vending machines,

spraying sweets and wrappers everywhere. Shouting followed in waves, most

of it angry, some of it scared. Ye move those

no you I saw you? Don't you ever check the brakes?

Management showed up a handful seconds late, eyes bulging Brakendee

at the front, both yelling and half accusing at once

who stacked this? Did the safety officer sign off? Where

is the CCDV? Of course, the camera footage for that

poor or of the hallway was missing, a broken connector

a lost file. Nobody to blame but the breaker panel.

It was always something innocent, or so they said. Work

that afternoon was acid test tents. Every one hunched, even

I Van homingofky and stuffing his mouth with chewing gom

to keep from snapping. Shouting Arguments in the hallway left

tip workers and tears. Regular Salen friends turn cold each

time I asked for an interview, people turn it round.

What do you want from me? Are you trying to

pin something on me? Carol sat with me at lunch,

a hand wrapped around a plastic quarter bottle so t

that it looked about to crack. When asked about Alejandro,

her eyes darted around the corners and then landed back

on mine. He's not here for me, she said, voice

a shaky hiss. He got a raw deal, but I

I just want to do my job. People see us

talking and think it means something. I can't help him,

and I can't help you either. She bunched her sleeve,

dabbing at her nose, then left the table. Later, I

saw her alone by the lockers, muttering into her phone

with tears running unchecked over about a sink. Dee drew

a heap of gloves onto the drying rack, muttering this

cas place over and until Ivan patted her shoulder, offering

a tissue. She shoved away, accused him of running to

the bosses. Ivan said nothing, his eyes off and tired.

That night, I found slippin to my locker thin plastic

tip so that the adhesive blood through the edges on it,

blocky black letters. You should stop recording. You might not

like what you hear. The office cock's hit, the production

line slowed, and everywhere I felt as if some one

very near was watching, just out of reach. Finger prints

pressed against the glass between us. I nearly called and sick.

Next morning, sleep ruined my stomach, nodded over IgGs that

tisted old. But at the cannery doors, Ivan was waiting

a halking shadow hat mashlow. He motioned me over to

the gritline. While near the break room door. His breath

stank of cheap vodka and sweat gleaned on his upper lip.

He shoved his hand in his boot and pulled out

a crumpled wad of paper. And note the crease's sharpink

already running English knee capitals. You are being watched, crossed

the line and your next guess. I scan it, keeping

my face blank. The handwriting matched the sins notes and

my lock of threat. Why you, I whispered. Ivan looked

at the ground. Maybe I see too much. I saw

Carol one night last week, sneaking from Ric's offers, had

a little stick in her pocket. U s B. I

didn't want trouble I turned away, said nothing now, now

I'm in trouble anyway. He wins, digging at his temple

with a thick finger. People say Carol helps the janderer,

but she's more scared than he is. He looked at me,

eyes glossy and angry. They say, you record everything. Maybe

you help me, Maybe I help you. I agreed, almost

before I knew what I was doing. If some one's

tugging staff recordings our best shot. We set up a conversation,

me you, Carrol d If the real Sabatur wants dirt,

they'll come for it. Confession out loud. Ivan shook his head,

but I could see something like faith flicker in his eyes.

Be careful this place, he shrugged. Old ghosts, old friends

that shift. Every movement felt watched, bladed glances scattering past me,

or noise from the shadows. Clinging to the welding bay.

As I cycled home, I found my backed house lost

to ribbons and balancing on my seat, gutted and sticky.

The salmon ripped open, its belly, scraped clean, its skull,

crushed a drip brine and viscera down to the pedals.

A clear message, not clever, not metaphorical. Someone knew I

was asking too many questions. Instead of fawning for a ride,

I doubled back to the cannery entrance. It was still

after airs, the staff lot mostly empty, river winds shaking

loose twigs and plastic. I left my broken back propped

at the fence. Through the windows, the sodium lights flickered,

casting long where chatters up and down the corridor. I

locked my phone into wrecker, flecked on my small flashlight,

and ducked past the shipping desk, hot jack ammering. I

could hear the coal room's machines were the slop of

water underfoot. Every so often a drip echoed, may be

from a busted ceiling or from one of the tanks

gone dry. I inched along the wall, my feet sending

up puffs of dust. No voice as yet. I slipped

into the main production hall, slips and metal carts casting

snake and shadows over the lines. The blue glove was

a damp weight in my pocket. A box of lated's

gloves sat spilled on the center table, too, missing perhaps three.

A leak of water snare across the floor, pulling against

the rubber bumpers. The yawn. The windows were opake with mist.

I pressed my hand against the glass, the air outside thick, heavy,

the fog pushing inward as if it would break through.

The cannery groaned against the weight of weather, something ancient.

Every so often, I thought I heard breathing that was

my own. I climbed on to a little catwalk that

crossed above the main room, flashlight held low, trying to

stay silent. There were footprints in the dust, pristing shop boots,

but one set visibly smaller. The tread faded to barely

their lines. One was smeared, as if someone dragged their

foot or limped from the hallway. A metallic shudder rolled

through the plant, my mouth filled with the taste of brine,

sharp and medicinal. A crouch holding still, counting the seconds

until the next sound. The flashlight flicker, battery nearly dead

from somewhere deeper in the cannery, the echo of a

door wrenching open boots in the stairs near cold storage,

the machinery hum, the low tileless on, and I could

feel the entire plant shivering around me, full of unspoken

frets and secrets. So thick the air pressed on my

chest like a hand I would wait here until someone

showed their face, until I could catch proof whatever I

feared more a saboteur from within, a ghost from the

old recoes, or just the last gasp of a place

that never forgave but never quite died either. The fog

pressed against the windows, turning the world into a dimming

bubble of blue and gray. As I braced myself alone,

my name bad in someone else's trap, I clang from

somewhere overhead, too close, metal on metal, a kind you

can't quite tell if it's someone looking later, a panicked animal.

I pressed myself low, fighting the urge to sand and run.

The phone in my jacket pocket vibrated with its steady

muffled home, still recording each jitter of my breath, steamed

in the chill. Something was happening across the line floor,

out of my direct sight, maybe two rooms away, where

the floor dips in the pipes weat even at noon.

Someone's footsteps fast, hard to track, circling the upper lattice

by the old steamer, A curtain, A voice, rough edged,

not quite Carol, not d I was leaning out flask,

light off now, trying to let my eyes pulshapes from

the swirling gravely spill swallowing the production tables. There a

flash of auburn a limp on the tail, d shoulders

hunch houling herself through the narrow passes that cut straight

for shipping. She didn't see me. I could tell by

the way her jaw moved that she was muttering angry,

was scared o both. She stopped at the manager's office

dole of the frosted glass pane shone with the yellow

bruise of the whole light, and banged it with her fist.

Open up. I know you're in there. Dee's voice, raw

on low, bounced like a stone pitched into a well.

No wor answer. She planted her feet, rocked back and

hit the door again with her shoulder. From father down

the corridor, another set of footstep, swider strides slower maybe ivan,

maybe not. Shadows compressed pulled out again as someone emerged

from the side, arms folded tight. The light caught on

the edge of a plastic cracked crate right at the

mouth of cold storage. I flattened against cold rail. The

blue glove in my pocket stuck white against my thigh.

Right then superstitious memory from my grandmother. Don't touch what

frightened men clutch, or you'll take their fear with you.

I nearly laughed, and the sound would have given me away.

A hiss broke out, now hushed words darting in the

echoes Ivan and d arguing. I couldn't make out whole phrases,

just the Tonaki's defense, then pleading deep, body waved in

the door's shadow. She dubbed her finger into Ivan's chest.

Ivan pulled away, shaking his head behind them. A third

shape loomed, smaller, clutching something dark against her chest, Carrol.

She slid down the wall, legs tucked under her, whole

body curling into itself, her chin quiver tised, crisp blinds

down her cheeks. In the strip light, I could just

make out the shine of a thumb drive dangling from

her hand. I crept a level, closer foot against the

boiler line, breath sharp in my chest. If I've turned

on the phone's flashlight, I'd lose them. If I moved

too loud, they'd run. I'm not doing this for you,

de spat, voice pitching high at the edge. You think

I want to be the next to find a dead

fish in my locker or pistof gloves, Carol, for Chry's sake,

say something. Carol shook her head, fingers white knuckled around

the DOMDL. I never wanted her voice cracked lost. He said,

if I just got it once, he'd fix it, make

it go away. Ivan scuffed his heel. He is coming back.

I saw him, not to night maybe, but soon their

words blurred, anxiety fermenting in the air, thickest vapor. I

felt my pulse hammer. My mind was chasing, mapping connections.

Carol with the U s B. The security office read

the ransacked lockers, the texts, Dee's brittle control, Ivan's gilt,

all of us with things to hide, weened together. By

third some one had started to pull, tightening until one snapped.

Noise from the river side. Adel resonant, as if something

heavy had slid down the loading ramp de span body

going predatory enough. We're not rats, however, screwing this place

will show up. Sam, if you're here, come out, I

went very still. Could you see me? My phone still

blinked silent, the red dot a bead of warning against

my ribs. Carol was weeping, now ugly torn sucking SOPs

de crouched down, whisperring something venomous but soft, and Caroll

clung to her like a drowning woman. Ivan turned to

the half open shipping room, muttering pro as I half

recognized from my own childhood. Nobody noticed my shadow bleeding

into the line where the frost was thickest in the pipes.

The glint moved beyond the glass and a cold storage

some one else, just a flash kotubic, a pale scoff

or wreck. I edged back, keeping lights behind me, two

maybe three people in play. The plant felt colder by degrees,

so silent now I thought the river itself might be listening.

D seized. Carol's hand, pried the thumb drive away, lifted

it to the harsh light. What even on here? She demanded,

voice steady or now with something cold and determined? Who

asked for it? Carol? Rick alegendro you. Carol snapped her

gaze up, wet hair stuck to her cheek. I'm not

the only one, he said, down just the string. Nobody

listens to me anyway. Ivan's hand wristed on her shoulder.

We can fix it, but not if you keep lying

Their warrants, jabbed at truce. Nobody wanted to name everyone's nose,

were afraid at the sabotage, the messages, the ancient rivalry

barely hidden under the guise of overtime camaraderie. Steps now

from outside, gravel, kicked boots, squeaking on the metal threshold,

de spawn, one arm out protectively in front of Carol

Ivan muttered, step back, the main door shoved half off

its track. A man silhouette tall when afraid, hesitating just

inside the sodium wash, hard to see, all shadows and

old fury. For a moment, none of us, me included breed.

That's when D set her jaw and stock forward, thumb

drive graped like a weapon. This was much outside east upright,

phone at the rady, heart pinched like a fist, waiting

to start recording. This time, I would not hide. I

had to force the lie into the light. If only

I could hold still long enough for the truth to

step out and give the counry. Would it demanded some ending,

any ending, to break the chain of accusation, looping us

tight to each night. It didn't take long for the

tension in the shipping hallway to slip out of words

and interomotion. Dee left Carol sobbing, and lurched toward them indoors,

thumb drives still clutched like a talisman, ironshadowing her boots,

dragging cow crumpled lower, the fluorescent like glassing, the rivers

of snot and tears on her chin. Somewhere outside, a

wind hammered at the loading bay, rattling the battered corrugated

siding until it sounded almost like breeding. For a second,

nobody moved. The factory seemed to hollow out, entered of

machines and shouts and everything but breath, boots, and a

single blue cloth still heavy in my pocket. I pressed

up against the edge of the catwalk, listening my mind

to ticking her head. What now? The deal was supposed

to tease the truth, close to record, something that would

force a confession out of some one, any one. But

I could feel a new edge behind the night's cold.

Something changed de I then Carol. None wanted to speak

any more. They all wanted to ball, to get out,

to leave the dead air in the old walls behind them,

But I stayed hidden. Ullo Ivan tried steady, Carol repeating

in a guttural rumble, You're safe, We're all together, nobody's

alone here. The lie held two seconds before being punctured

by the sharp metallic crash of the north emergency door,

slamming open more feet more people. The canary was filling

up later, either by accident or because nobody wanted to

be caught home if things grew worse. May's voice rang

across the expanse steady but brittle. What's happening, some one

texted me, said as she stopped, saw Carrol collapse, the

others ringed by tension. Rick appeared behind May's shoes, squeaked

the smell of after she was strong enough to cut

through brain. He's gowned the group, face pinching as he

registered the string. Jin is in the configuration, Ivan closed,

Carol d with her back to the wall. The Lion's

supervisors out here after midnight? What the hell are you

all doing? Rick demanded, nor oddser I watched from overhead,

biting my lip until I tasted copper. My phone was

still recording, but my heart hum just above my belly,

sick and tight. The last line of safety had snapped,

and I could feel a keening in the air. Whatever

was going to happen next? What happened now? Outside? A

gusta fogg lace wind forced the north door open again,

slamming it with a slow creeping thud For half a second.

The street unflickered, and the silhouette in the lott of

tall shape in a heavy coat collar up paused under

its frail light Legendro. He moved slowly, arms stiff at

his side, had tip low, so the battered brim of

his cap shadowed everything above his jaw. I watched others

register his presence. Were ack flinched, desquared her jaw. Ivan's

hand flex like it wanted to become a fist, and

then collapsed inward. The Lagendro stepped right inside, sliding the

door shut behind him. Everyone here. His voice was hoarse,

used up, but it cut good. Then let's do this

in the open. No one else moved except Carroll, who

pressed herself tighter to the wall and wouldn't quite look

up the air, and a cannery changed the firm of

refrigeration dropped a key, as if the machines themselves were

holding their breath. He stopped Lejandro with one hand against

his chest. You want to show, she barked, fine, lay

it out or walk. We're not playing games. I Jandro's

laugh was bitter. You still think you're running things, they

detective d. He shook his head. You're just as caught

as any of us. Ivan tried to step forward, but

Rick blocked him, holding up a thick palm that wabble

from nerves. This isn't a grievance meeting. You are traspassing.

He want to talk, call a lawyer. A gander ignored him,

turning to Carol, give me the stick. Carol didn't move,

her hands locked tighter round the plastic dongle. I saw

the slick vein in her neck pulse fast as the

rabbit's Please, he added, and it was the first time

any please sounded honest. In that moment, I realized the

old alliances had cracked. Every pair of eyes tracked every other,

every single shift in make map to either guilt or shamelaw.

The hope doomed. I thought for some one, any one,

to be absolved to night. A crush at the back

made everyone startle. The stack of trees shivered and collapsed

near the gutted fish, bad spilling to random salmon like

an oman. Rick growled enough all of you my office now,

or I call the police. I mean it. No one moved.

The standoff stretched only Carol, knees knocking, slowly got to

her feet, palming the thumb drive behind her back. I

have the schedule, she mumbled, I have the videos. Then louder,

it's all on here. What they said about d about

Rick about She caught herself gaze flicking to Ivan, to

d to me. I snaggered on the oupper cat walk

until she seemed to sense my presence there she finish,

It's all here, take it. Alejandro's eyes narrowed. Carol started

to reproach arm out, but Dee intercepted her with a

look so sharp it might have drawn blood. The lights

flickered above the loading dark sodium bulb humming, and for

a wild heartbeat, I thought everything would freeze, the way

Albad's stores are forced by the weight of indecision. Instead,

Alejandra suddenly lunged, grabbing for the drive. Everything exploded. D

yank carroll back. Carol screamed, ivant of between them, Rick curse,

and surged forward, trying to grab Lejandre. Somewhere in the tangle,

a knife flash of Lejandro, wild eyed, swinging but not

quite connecting. I thought absurdly of Summon and the line

men with blaze facing from method to fury. After that,

every movement tumbled into chaos. Me I tried to slip

down the catwalk stairs, lurching on to the floor with

my flast light clenched in my fist. My phone tumbled out,

recording everything as shouts of the boots, grapes, the panic.

I saw d two the driveway from Carol saw Ivan

slam has spoken to a agender, heard Rick's bock cut

off at a guttural yelp, nixt the knife cast in

to the foe, methyl ringing like a fault line snapping a. Jandro,

in a desperate move, staggered back toward cold storage, but

one place left of the working lock. Maybe in the shuffle,

he glanced at me I blank as if trying to

remember whether I was friend, enemy or stranger. Then he

bolted vanished into the gloom by the storage door. Dee

and Rick both followed Ivan and tow only Carroll stayed

knees knocking. I streamed, arms close, tied around her stomach

as if to hold her own guts tied may pressed

herself into the stairwell, phone glowing white and useless in

the fake safety over grasp. I rushed to Carol's side,

snatching up my phone, breath tumbling out in cloths. Siren's

real in my head, no distant, but approaching blue sparks

at the curve of the road, lighting the sky. Some

one must have tripped the alarm or the security app

finally pinned the cops out of procedural boredom? Is he

Carol's voice was a splinter. He's going to ruin everything,

he promised. He promised if I helped, nobody would get hurt.

I knelt beside her, What you help with? She wouldn't

look at me, fingers working the edge of her shirt row.

Last year, the shut down, he said, we could make

the plant safer if we got proof. Rick cut those corners,

but after he was fired, he just wanted to burn

every one he saw schedules, emails, copied, the camera drives.

She tensed. He said he'd go to the news, ruin

us all. If I didn't help this once, then Dee

goot involved. She wanted her own revenge. I never thought.

She trailed off, choking. She nodded toward the open door

of cold storage. He'll kill himself in there, or someone else.

I squeezed her shoulder. Stay here if anyone comes, scream.

My hand shook, not from coal, but from the desperate

certainty something was about to break fatally. Finally, I moved

toward cold storage, every sin, skin alive, every step slow,

afraid of both silence and noise. Fog pressed at the

flanks of the window like it wanted in every breath

I took, tasted of saline copper and fear. The hallway

inch longer as I went, the hum of the plant

dulling and rising with every step. Inside the storage ante chamber,

the light flickered blue white, and puddles collected in the dips.

The door to coal's storage was ajar, but there was

a drug mark fresh on the glossy surface, like someone

had tried to block it. I sidled in, finding de

crouched behind a stack, her face sheet white, but fiercely come.

She caught my eye. He's got the keys, she mouthed,

finger slick with sweat. He's locked Rick and Ivan in

the freezer with him. He'll freeze a souldiers to prove

a garden point. I yanked at the handle, but the

latch spun uselessly lock engaged. From inside, I could hear

muffle the sound of something heavy slumming against metal, kick

a hauler, another ivan's voice, distant work, shriller, the legendro silent.

Dee's eyes darted. We have to get them out, or

we call the police and let them deal. The answer

found me. If I left for help, if I let

urgency turn me into a baston d'ur again, some one

might die before anyone arrived for bolt cutters or brute force.

But breaking and I ourselves. De was already running through

options bent rear, hatch, kurubar. Anything passed her, the frozen

rocks through blue shadows. On one shelf, I saw, absurdly

the edge of a blue glove torn at the thumb,

abandoned like an afterthought. I set my flashlight on the duct.

We need something to break the lock, or a code.

Dee fumbled on her belt, tugging out a ring of

keys for your searching. Carol gave me this spare for

the delivery hatch. We can cut through. Maybe if the

vents are on diiced over. We kept down the back hallway,

kicking off our boots for traction, the ice scuff of

melting brine, sticky as old syrup, Our hands burned with cold.

The noise inside grew ragged and desperate, pounding, shouting, the

towel tell's ear a gap of a panic setting in.

D'e knelt and braced herself against a panel on three.

She glanced at me. I nodded, feeling the fluttery lightness

of terror. Nothing in me wanted to force open the door,

but lessen me could stand the thought of those voices

fading away. The screw popped, d yanked metal, shearing with

a high squeal. Somewhere inside Ivan howled. Reck's voice rose

and coiled. Let us up, bastard, you'll all go down

through the axe as great I could just see shadows,

bodies inside pressed up against a rack's shadows running thick,

and the natural across the floor, sicked with frost and

boot mocks. I squeezed through the hatch first, chest flat

to the cold, ripped steel, my hands nearly stuck in

the frozen edge, but I was inside, breath blowing, feet skating.

Almost at once, I saw Legandro leaning back against the

mainserver's panel, face streaked with tears and snot lips, blue

eyes wild. The torn glove was tucked into his coat.

I took in near this too, Rick fist, purple forehead

streaked with a clumsy cut, and Ivan all brew mass

panning on the steel. De forced her way three steps

behind me, her breath coming in hard bursts. Alejandro shook

a set of keys and pointed the knife at the panel.

I can blow the power. I can freeze it all down,

then everything gets out. His voice was wild, less threat,

more the less play voconna man. He ruined me wreck

You promised, said no layoffs, sit, we'd all get bonuses.

Then you cut us, covered it, blamed me, fired me

the lashadn you called it a leak? Who found the leak? Carol?

She kept your secret because she wanted to be safe.

His knife wavered toward the pair. But you never keep

your word, he spat, I've um lunged, sliding on the ice,

but De held him back. Let's not do this. Nobody

needs to get hurt. She held her hands out, palms up.

Aldrich from the line show no weapon, Telegandro, you want justice,

not murder. But Rick wouldn't of it. He burned the lion,

or the reason the Tokyo shipman got spoiled. You're the

reason all this. He broke off, clutching at his bleeding hand. Lejandro,

howled you think this is about fish, about a raise?

He took my life, life, all our lives. Something in

him broke then, not his resolve, but whatever had kept

him connected to the old loyalties of the plant. He

slumped back, knife clattering off the panel, only his wild

breath breaking the chill. Nobody moved for a moment. Then Rick,

full of terror, lurst for the drop of keys. I

stepped in fast as I could, knocking his arm away.

The Lejandro burst upright, grabbing the panel and yanking down

on the emergency kill switch. Alarms blay it. The lights

flipped to red, fans cut off a cold so immediate

stung like Rosteer. The room's bombed with chaos, everyone fumbling

at the emergency latches, red light cutting shadows broad as

coffins over the racks. Ivan found himself between Rake and

a Lexandra, all three men shouting, falling, struggling as the

temperature dropped. De held at ad She and I dragged

the hatch, forcing it open further with a screech. The

group of us five in all now push shoved wriggle

through an alarm, trip deeper in the plant, whiping through

every corridor. My phone dropped in the melee buzzed with

another anonymous message, you still record, ready to lose everything.

It took both THEE and Ivan to finally wedge the

main luck loose. Ah Jandro last slumped as if he

gone unconscious. Rick and Ivan fell free first, Rick sobbing,

now Randominen sympathetic, decast, shoving both toward the exit as

the last rattling gasp of the compressor shivered down's silence. Outside,

in the blue lit hallway, a slummed chest, burning hands

cramped into claws around the edge of the blue glove

in my pocket. Carol staggered up, collapsing against me, mumbling apologies,

promises it would never happen again. May, emerging from behind

a shadow of crate, looked at me with a mixture

of relief and despair. It's over, she almost whispered, but

the word carried like a shot. Police sirens filled the night. Now,

blue strobes dancing jaggedly around the corners of the broken

loading dock. I saw other faces behind the glass, Lucas

the temp pellow of the Union man, even Dave the medic,

Pale and Haggard, waiting for cues. The plant, alive and

rent with alarms, spat us out into the raw night.

Oleagendra was lost to leave hands behind his back, eyes empty.

Police slam costs on to his wrists, hauling him out,

as deshout explanations for it, pressed a cloth to his

battered's galp and Ivan swore in three languages about what

dying cannery means from men with no work. The thumb

drive vanished in a confusion. Cow stood in the parking lot, motionless,

stirring at the unresolved future. The glove, I realized as

I checked my pocket now was gone. A blue fingered

ham prints marreed itself along the glass of the office,

and then faded with the first sigh of winter and

the final dying of the floor's buzzing lights. For a while,

nobody in the lot spoke. The cold gnawed up from

the river, hungry for all of us. I helped Carol

sit against the curb. The police kept us there for

an ire, ask after ask who started the fight? Was

there another weapon? What do you know about sabotage. Dee

told her story in bursts of Brutalcolm. I was flicking

to Carrol, to iv unto me. Ivan almost broke down

work fatal limp all the way to the ambulance. The

paramedics offered blankets, but not comfort. It took notes, not trust.

I gave my statement, shaking lest from children from adrenaline.

The officer wrote student next to my name, barely looking up.

When it ended, the lot was scattered with wrappers, broken gloves,

The shrapel of a night jawned with betrayal and fear.

No one spoke as the police loaded a legendro into

the back of a cruiser, brick and Ivan into another,

d head down, slutsh her car. Carol clung to my arm,

he keeping apologies. And then as the blue lights cut

through the fog and the sirns faded, the canary fell silent,

tempted finally of everything except secrets and cold. In the

days that followed, nothing returned to normal. The canary was

called in now Tate crossed over the main entry door.

News vans perched on the gravel lot, headlights drowning the

old sodium glow in a washed out eat a brightness

that made everything look crueler than it was. Headline's local

plant sabotage inside job, A colt and a gossip their

way through every breakfast table in town. I tried to

retrieve my interviews, but everyone canceled ny text did don't

call Ivan. I saw just once exiting the labor office,

shoulders hunched a near breaking D wouldn't answer her phone.

Even my professor left a voicemail cut off mid sentence. Sam,

perhaps for this project to nothing more. I saw Carroll

just once hunched outside the union hall, Harris stringy and unwashed,

finger nails bit into blood, she muttered. He dragged me

in with promises. D too. I listened at the wronglocker,

recorded stuff for him to cop his schedules, pay records.

Thought I was helping people, but after that he threatened

all of us. If we didn't help, he'd send everything

to the company buying the plant, to tank the sale,

destroy the union. D only joined to get brick back

the texts D sent them using the master roster. She

thought scaring people meant lustrance. Anyone go to police. Sabotage

was to lower the sale price, force their hand blackmail Sam.

After that nobody could get out. I asked about the

thumb drive, the video of the so called proof. She

pressed her hand to her face. Alejandra took most of it.

He wanted checked the storage. Maybe it's buried under the

ice with the rest of the secrets. And she looked

at Neelaika as a police plant, a hungry thing she

wanted to starve. Rick left town quit Two weeks later, Frank,

the supervisor, gave his resignation before anyone could ask for

an interview. Just left a scroll sentence on a note

taped to his hospital door. Retirement effective immediately. Dun't call

the Canary's sale collapsed. Everyone got to your compensation, except

damages for spoiled salmon. Days blurred at their edges, as

if all color had leached out with the heat. My

hopes for a clean oral history dissolved. If this was

what truth yielded, I wanted less of it. Even in class,

people avoided my eyes. One evening, I played back to

gobble first recording i'd made a Frank from just before

he collapsed. His voice was slow and certain, trailing off

into the hum of cold storage. Sometimes you grab a secret,

hoping you can hide it. Sometimes you realize it groud you,

and there's no letting go. In that voice I heard

never blame nor absolution, just exhaustion, as if he were

begging the canary walls to be merciful. The sun set

muddy behind the river, bleeding through the fog, and the

tapes clicked to silence one after another. The Canary remained dark,

humming only with the distant memory of machines still spinning

under the floor. Somewhere in the chill, a fishbone snapped.

A month bled by with the factory door's chane signs

reading no entry. Demolitian taped frayed by the rain, laid

one dusk, Convinced I'd left my old accord to my

best one, that with conversations I'd never hear again upstairs

in my locker, I beat back my fear and snuck

to the age of the lot. No trucks anymore, just

mud and bottles in a rattling blue dumpster. The air

held that old wreak of brine and scarch coil, and

that deeper undertone secrets fattened by repetition. The riverbank semed wider,

the girls boulder for the absence of line workers, I

made my way along the side lots, slipping on moss,

black and cement. A rear gate hung crooked, carelessly padlocked.

The security booths were shuttered, windows stoved from a thrown rock.

The brick room visible through the glass was still in strange.

One chair overturned, posters curling away from taxs. Safety warnings

still taped up in four languages. Inside the plant scene

both shrunk and echoing, darker, hollowed. I flipped on the maglite,

glancing upward at the old clock. My steps rang the

four sticky with old spills, pieces of plastic, battered gloves,

and a few triss ties littered to see Near the

locker alcove. My locker, number thirty nine was jawmed, rusted

into sticky IDIOSSI. I banged it once twice. Something squeaked

inside as I forced The recorder was there, buried under

a set of gloves and a cracked lunch thermos. It

still held the stick a class of twenty nineteen Armatu

to predict. The battery meter stuttered bread. I pocketed it

and started to back out, passing cold storage. The same

pitti glass streaked with the ghosts of hand, prince and frost.

The machines, of course were off, but as a passer

cut blur, a faint, pale, smere press against the glass

from inside. At first I thought it was my own reflection,

but the features were wrong. Hand flat luch cracked from cold, cheeks, hollowed,

frostbitten as black as fish eggs, staring up. A blue

glove floated up behind, spinning in the chair and dark,

haloed by a cloud of icy breath. I stood, not

breathing hot clench until the figure faded, the shape dissolving

from the inside. As the fuse box overhead clicked and

the final light wavered then blinked out. I walked quickly

past the cold storage, full slot tied in my chest,

and when I reached the street again, the canary stood silent,

surrendered finally to what tever secrets it meant to keep.

When I finally reached the street again, nobody was waiting.

The felt too thin, hollowed up by absence. The canary

stood in its hunch, silver wht windows glinting with the

last daylight, as if mocking the idea of transparency. All

the weight of the last weeks hung on my skin,

sticky as the Brian caked in the plant's corners. I

kept the older quarters zipped away, his plastic body warm

against my hip. My fingers ache from wrenching the locker open.

The vision at the glass, if it was a vision,

clung to the back of my eyes. I walked home,

boots squelching by long since abandoned to rust. At the fence,

my phone was twice a news notification, then a blank

message from a unknown number, just a question mark, no words.

A home. I tossed gloves and jacket into the tub

and scrubbed my hands until the water's done. The apartment

was cold and close. The frige hummed radiostatic. In the

next gun, it bled through the walls around me. The

smallest things felt altered. Strip of mud on the rug,

salt crystallized on my work shoes, the faint steel and

fish order that would never quite leave my hair. I

dug through my bag for the blue glove, but it

was gone, disappeared and scrambled through the freezer, or maybe

dropped when I ran for the door. I didn't even

have that proof somemimental fear to clutch I didn't even

have that proof. Some mental feared to clutch. When I

woke next, the sun was wrong, sky glowering, cramps in

my back from falling asleep, Hunched on the couch for

a while, I just lay there, listening to the bones

of the building creek, hearing distant trucks that would never

offer to Colton's stock again. Every text on my phone

was an echo nobody wants you recording now, the stop basking,

the let sleeping dogs rot. No more friendly means, no

shift updates, just the feeling of being frozen up beyond

the dead plant's chain link. My bag stank of spoiled latex.

On my way to class three blocks from campus, I

pasted i've an on the opposite Corbeshaven, shrunken in his

bulky jacket. He saw me, but did not. Maybe he

was afraid, or angry, or so run dry that everything

about the canterry now pressed too hard on his tongue.

The river carried flecks of foam and a dead salmon

caught at the pylon, stuck on trash It's gold. Professor

Lewis flagged me down, Sam. They told me just let

it go now. She looked anxious, thum pressing circles into

her tablet. We don't need more coverage, respect their privacy.

I heard they want you to disappear too, as if

my whole life was a mess dump behind a feeded

blue door. Across the bridge, the Colton lot was patrolled

now slow circus of a bold security guard on loan

from the new owners, so far off parent company, trying

to push her an insurance pay it. None of us

ever quite got paid out what was lost? I heard

Dea been questioned twice that she shut down and lawyered

up among the others, temp workers, even lifers like Gric's

oldest cousin. None would meet my eye. Whenever I called

for an interview, the phone on the other end hung

dead or worse left ringing unanswered. Forever, rumors did what

rumors do, spread flatten, metate. They blamed the sabotage on

union trouble, on out of towner's, on a jealous ex staff,

on a single worker driven mad by guilt, by debt,

by old wounds from the shuttu. No one ever put

in the record on the blue glove ghosts of Line three.

Nobody cared for facts. Not now, Carol I hadn't seen

since the night police dragged a gender away, except in

my mind. Hunched at the cerb beneath an apologetic street light,

lips moving for snot and spit chanting her confessions sideways

at me, he promised if I just gave him the files,

there were only schedules. I thought it would stop there, sam,

I thought recording would save us. I hadn't meant to

walk toward the cannery again that Friday dusk, but my

feet took me there anyway, twisty side rope, past locks

and a billboard advertising a job fair, new cold, as

if just slapping up new paint and faces could rinse

browned from the bones. The blue glove I never found,

not in my laundry, not at the plant, not wedged

under the old dumpster near the east fence. But in

paranoid moments walking past the chain link, I felt sure

it had found someone else to clutch. Outside the cannery,

everything was in pieces, while grass sprouting in cracked lots,

one window punched through by rocks, plastic piping slithering from

the skip. The door by the north loading rant didn't

quite fit the jam anymore. A padlock crossed halfway open,

as if nobody could both lock and lock the past.

It was nearly dark when my phone bassed one lass

gold tax you coming back, thought you'd want to know

what's left a number. I didn't have no name, probably

one of the temps, or maybe Carroll, protecting herself by

hiding in anonymity. Nothing was left to do but move.

I pressed through the gap. Inside. The smell was worse

normal ice fish, just mold and rust gnawing at the grout.

My boots left wet traces over tracks of others who'd

come nosed. Broken taine's searched for scrapperproof. The main floor

was scattered, crates appended, lockers open and louded over by

the line. A single crow pecked at a bit of

forgotten cellman, then fluttered off when I approached. In the distance,

a neck or someone moving, or just the wind spinning

A loose strip of filmy plastic. With the big lights off,

the coven felt smaller. Menace by shadow, I found evidence

of the old strokele, still tape peeled hurdy from floor cracks,

a lineout with its id taged torn clean. I headed

to the shipping room, tracing habit he could almost believe

if you move quietly enough, the old patterns might restore order.

Ivan at the scales, debarking at Cowl for slacking, Frank's laugh,

banding up off the cinder block, with every crue joke

in sly save instead only the hum of distant traffic,

in the slight pulling draft, where the emergency door never closed, right,

the one we'd all escape through when a cold got

too much, when the real work of a trail finished

with cufsin stone faces and left nothing behind but silence

and shivering. I flashed by the rack room vending machine,

drew me a figure hunch digging my heart, janned in

my throad until I saw the hands smaller than Ivan's nails,

blue with cold. May she caught me watching, cursed under

her breath. I'm just seeing what's worth taking, she said,

tucking something into her coat. Maybe a strip of wadded bells.

May be nothing, not going to make a difference, now

you know. She moved to leave, paused, voiced barely above

the click of keys in her pocket. You figure it out, Sam,

I mean, really, I didn't answer. May shrugged, didn't think so,

and she slipped away, merging with the dark A wave

of anger rose at Alejandro, at wreck A, Carol add

at even Ivan and Frank and myself, the old exhausted

average of someone who's lost not just their bearings, but

their untrust in the Dictionary of lies, we all learned

by hat escalating now the consequences, no new work, no union.

Nobody trusted anyone from the old shift in town. I

caught Ivan's eye at the grocery store, but he turned hardway.

Dee was a ghost, reported to have taken her paired

if any left to care for her mother. Rick's name

was spat out in town, as if Frank, last I heard,

never left his house but once, and only then to

pick up pills at the pharmacy. Raptit in a scoff

No matter to one day in nought, the need to

know if it really was all Neil Jandre, or if,

as Carol hinted, the plan had been bigger, more deliberate.

Dee wanting, Rick punished Carol, too scared to refuse, Ivan

smart enough to see all but say nothing. The thumb

drive gone, recordings, scrambled, corrupt or raced surely by now

at night, along with my jittering phone, I played that

penultimate phile on loops, graping bits of shouting, heavy breathing,

a voice almost mine over the rattling hum. In one gap,

a sholl whisper year, next static, then faint a sound

of something heavy slamming shut as quinted, convinced there was

a second force behind a high pitch mocking, or perhaps

just the echo of my own nerves on tape revolition

such as it was armored itself in half truce. Carol

finally called me, her voice battered. Listen. He only ever

really threatened. He never thought the others would go so far.

D She hated Rick. She just wanted out. But after

the police came, he was unhinged. The glove thing was

in too. I think Frank's wore. He saw something wearing

blue in the storage just before he collapsed. I thought

maybe it was a legendre Now I don't know. She asked,

you still have the drive? When I told her no,

she just said, good, don't go looking. Nobody's come out

of this hole. As confrontations go, it was small tire.

We talked of other things, her new work at a

gas station. I'vem possibly moving. I never heard from May again.

The other's names, only drifting sideways in conversation at the

coffee place or outside the pharmacist's window, faces closed hard

as lockers. The immediate fall up barely made the papers.

After that first week, insurance settle for a pittance. A

company folded the machinery quietly auctioned off. No one went

to jail. Alejenderer was transferred to a facility. Rick I

heard de camp to an Avvi lost the mortgage, d

vanish save one letter to her mother. Frank's wife refused

any comment, and Frank himself became the town's invisible presents

every now and then, spotted in the pharmacy, his face wrapped,

his eyes glass in the tiny gap between events. A

few weeks maybe lest the old country became that back

bad story you don't quite tell. Only one people not

to repeat. I hated walking past, yet I did it

every Thursday, never quite able to forget the last image.

Blue glove hang against the glass, breathreen cold in the air,

something watching, betrayed and betray both always what's meant to say? Buried?

I learned or rot loudest, and the coss his secrets

wern't who broke the fish line of stole schedule, as

how easy it had been to pull us all into

the black tide, stepped by accidental step, until none of

us could say for sure it were falled even started.

But I kept the ricker to my battered, stuttering tape,

full of starts and wine voices, warped by fear and distance,

locked deep inside my closet, wrapped in a blue glove

I found behind a radiator that spraying. Months after the quarter,

I never listened again from the street, and sewed number evenings.

When the thought pressed down and gull screened above the dock,

you could almost imagine the cannery humming fierce when it

was sweating with condensation, the last secrets and cold storage

waiting for the fall, or the desperate to contride the door.

I never went back, not truly, not when it was open,

not since it died. Once in a dream I I

heard the clang of trays, the scuff of boots, the sharp,

hungry snap of a fishbone splitting in the dark, and

walk still tangled, shivering, unsure what I'd heard or who

might be left to confess. It's enough. The river takes

the rest, and that is the end. Thank you. For listening,

and I will see you in the next one.

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