I Thought I Was Recording History Instead I Exposed the Cannery's Ruin
I Thought I Was Recording History Instead I Exposed the Cannery's Ruin
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Let's get into it. The fog clung to the river
like a sweat damp sheet, drifting into every crack and
seam of the colt and cannery. Sodium lights was by
the loading ramp. Two strobes in the gray, flickering on
slicks and men slicked with runoff and errant scales. Cold
cut through my jacket, heavier than the rain that had
seeped through my cuffs. As I fumbled with my phone,
I had to keep it dry, pressing my shoulder against
polst and cup in my hands in a pitiful tent.
The phones blew glow light in my knuckles. As I
thumbed the audio app a bristle of wind diedged up
my back. My fingers shook, some from the coals, some
from nerves. Describe your first date, It calls in. What
was the smell in the lunch roomt No, too stiff.
I raised the recording and started again, thinking of Professor
Armitude's voice in seminar the importance of catching natural forces.
My voice sounded force, not like anyone's real memory. The
fishybrine seeped through the corrugated metal walls. I could smell
it even out here, along with burnt oil soap and
the faint sireness of boots off gassing old sweat from inside,
the clang and rattle of steel trays, focus shrilling by
the break room, bluffy bouncing in the cinder block corridor.
Out here, I was invisible, supposed to be rehearsing, not hiding,
but I needed a clean take for the oral history project,
and I didn't want record definding me talking to myself
outside the shift whistle. Instead, I was muttering questions, shifting
my feet to keep some feeling in them, trying a
smile that just didn't happen. How'd you land new job?
What's the vah? The weirdest thing you've seen here? Did
you ever think the place was? A shot? Snapped off
my words? Some were close but muffled, not one of
the usual curses. The voice heaved up again, this time sharp,
laced with something like panic. I shoved my phone in
my pocket, lighting it thout to the wet ground. Heart
kicking under my layers, I could make out help pleased,
The sound choked into a gurgle. Another silhuet burst around
the corner. Dee hunched like a wrestler or ponytail swinging.
Did ye hear that she barked at me? Her gun popping?
Kit's gone tight. We moved toward the noise, her boots
studding on concrete, my trainers sliding more than they bit.
Whoever was yelling was somewhere inside the plant, past the
loading dock where the canneries long coal storage ran on
the buzzing lights. Someone of frank no sounded rosbear higher,
but as we got closer the noise cut off, replaced
by the wet slap of running sundry heaves and a whimper.
Cold storage. The chrome handle was lock solid. A thick
chain run through the loop and pained with the battered padlock.
Deesworen gripped it her hands, blotch fread, who the hell
lock this? From inside, a scraping, a muffled thump. I
has titted only a second, then looked around. Nothing in
the whole except yellow bucket's statures, a broom, the keys.
Only three people got cold storage keys, and I wasn't
one of them. No time, Dee braced her shoulder, yelling, Frank,
you and there bind if you can hear me, A
frantic pound replied, then silence. I dashed to the manager's
deskon no help drawer, stuck key rinauher Dee gave the
chain one more violent heave. The lock split off with
a wrenching snap of something inside. Gave way, and the
door swe open, spilling out a longful of frigid chemical
air that made my eyes water. He was there on
the freezer floor, Frank, the supervisor routund, always a navy
overall's clip, mustache glistening with condensation, sprawled on the seal plates,
shivering so violently his teeth chattered. His fists were bowled
against his chest, clutching something blue and crumpled, and next
to his hand a ring of keys not his. Theeves
were tagged tuminous ones sprayed with pink pain like the
shipping set. Frank's lips were blue, face drawn tight with fear.
He crooked something that sounded like don't don't close it,
before sucking air and rolling away from the open door.
D dragged him upright. His breath fogged out in wild bursts.
I fumbled out my phone, uselessly pressing at the coalscreen.
My gloves were still in my locker. Frank clutched a
de sleeve, the blue glove biting into her wrists locked someone.
He managed, but his gaze skit had passed mine into
the racks of frozen crates and long beads of frost
trailing in the back wall. The medic crew showed up
inside three minutes radio, and even as they heard up
the ramp, dave the plant empty, pushed past me, hands
already peeling cloves. Frank, talk to me, who put you
in there? Frank shook, small as a kid, don't remember.
His eyes flickered with something desperate, then blanked just cold.
Can I go home now? The keys were lying forgotten
near his foot, and Frank's hand had a slice along
the bomb Dee looked at me, gray faced, as the
medics bundle Frank into blanket and propped his head up
behind them. The door stood open, cold, rolling out florescent bolts, buzzing.
Frost clung in perfect hand pins to the inside of
the doors. I picked up the blue glove, torn at
the thumb, a web of crusted brine along its edge inside,
no name written. I slipped it into my pocket without
quite thinking why Frank shot me a look as they
wheeled him toward the ambiance bay, not grateful, not angry,
something wounded, shaded with fear. His other hand clutched the
key ring, his lips moved, don't tell. The door slammed,
leaving us in the bitter blast alone, with the stench
of eyes, fish and blood in my pocket. The blue
glove was already dripping throd brine down my thigh. If
I'd come back to the break room with Dee, I'd
have heard the other whisper about sabotage or curses or
jealous rivals. Instead, I stood frozen, staring at smudge in
the frost that looked like an open mouth, and tried
to make sense of hands, keys, fear, and a door
forced cheff from outside. They never really shines at colt
and fog seeps and drew broken panes, filtering sunlight into
dull pools and the steel floor. The river runs a
few feet below the canneries, belly, carrying with it the
ghost of salmon, runs creosot and spent dreams. By mid morning,
after Frank was hauled off to the hospital and the
official safety speel was over, the work rhythm returned with
grudging force me as curbed the dry blood from my
borrowed gloves and tried not to think about how close
I'd come to stepping on Frank's celt hand. My part
of the plant was the gutting line, where we caught
fish as it humble from the intake. My boots press
cold water back up through the planks, always screaming inside
with damp They say, ye, never stop being a new here.
My first summer turned into my third. But some of
the looks never really soften. Thee was back on the floor,
her bas of sarkism, already working overtime. She'd run the
line under three bosses, her nails always chewed, but the
mines of the crew at her finger tips hard liner
rumor magnet, unafraid to bark up managers. But to night
she radiated a tightness that hadn't been there before. Ivan
pat boxes with the same brute rhythm as always. The
Russian is hands thick as ham and his eyes gray
and a bushy brows. He hummed half familiar folk tunes,
sometimes breaking only to white brown from his cheeks. He
kept a tin nikon on his locker, Saint Nicholas for safety,
I guess may near my age, but somehow always looking
smaller check labels at the liding station. She flinched when
a tray clat out to the floor, and I caught
her checking her cracked phone In every lull. Some days
she talked about community college or splitting rent with her cousin,
But lately her eyes darted like she expected someone to
call her out at any second. All of us with
our own bargains, the chance at a little more money,
the risk of getting hurt. The iro was always eaten
by overtime, the possibilities shrinking as room is spread. That
Coulson was on its last legs. The break rooms faded
linnoleum had a vain pattern that looked like worms. The
wall's cream popped by count the sun tacks, the bulletin
board troop with half peeled union fires, pete coupons, and
warnings about bathroom cleanliness. Most days people ignored me with
my microphone out. This week, people a the glared at it,
half joking, all looked eager at the idea of this story.
Living somewhere past the next round of layoffs. Sam May
ask softly one day, as I checked if my phone
was listening. He still recording or did losing Frank were
in the whole product. Her smile was brittle. It can't
just be Frank, I said, I'm going for everyone's stories.
If they still want to talk. She just shrugged. The
manager Rick lumbered and behind her face pink from the damboutside,
and barked something about safety chicks. He was due to
retire at Thanksgiving, but rumors jostled in every conversation that
he'd got in a fat buy it, that Laos would
got even the skeleton crew left, that cold and cannery
would become condos for city money. Were just wrought into
the river, dragging the old brick station with it. Hammorhroddery.
Here was brittle. Everyone had shared secrets quietly over cups
of burn coffee and half freight doughnuts, but now it
felt brittle, on the edge of snapping. With every whispered rumor.
New cameras glowed from the corners two lenses over the
production arch, but the monitors in the manager's office still
flickered with static for hours of the time. He didn't
talk about accidents to outsiders. You didn't jerk about the
woman whose heir court in the conveyor or the freezer
door that struck every winter until the safety inspector twisted it.
Photos of the heroic crew during the full shot on
last August whippinned by the time clock, but nobody looked
long at the grinning faces, not since the day four
people left and only three returned from that maintenance shift.
It was there, more than anything, attention that knotted when
the humidity rose, when the wind pushed against the old dock,
and every conversation skittered away from the edge of gossipin
into the dead zone of nothing. I kept collecting interviews,
not in a documentary sort of way. Professor Armatudo would
have scoughed at the rofiles, but I cared more about
getting something before we all scattered. Maybe a slice of
this lawn where some or so I could apply for
a natural transfer next year, university reelcasses sumhere I could
stop dreaming in fithbrine and the grinding of gears every
time I closed my eyes. At lunch, debated Ivan about
his miracle worker's hands. Than ivan rumble jokes about American
superstition versus Russian steel jabs turned into arguments which turned
into Laughterward, don't they all know looks, and then after
a pause, each pealed way to doze of smoke outside.
I sat in a lull, recording nothing, listening to the
pipe's clank ticking off minute, thinking not about the plant,
but how many iOS I'd need to pick up if
I ever wanted to leave. There was a residue to
the canary, not just Brian, more like memory, moldy and sweet,
the old accidents, the stores of curse tills, locked away
in the storage room or buried behind the warehouse. I
caught Riquance after he'd accidentally sliced his thumb, thumping a
wrench with his ring and muttering something in Italian. The
cameras knew as they looked, were just objects were painted
from past failed upgrades. The union rep didn't answer emails.
Nothing got erased here, not really. People pretended not to remember.
But every new patch on the wall or freshkin of
paint in the lunchroom just covered something older, darker. We
all did our jobs. I watched my pinch pennies in
her lunch, watched Ivan doze with his eyes half closed
them one boot and tie dee paced the perimeter of
the lunch room. Some days scanning each window, like hunting
something that might bite, and s back curses at ever
mention of a recertification. The air colt and full of
half truce, worn out rhythms, and the endless grinding boom
of a place trying to pretend nothing was coming to
an end. Work stacked up, the overtime announcements dropped like
broken glass. I stayed late, fumbling for interviews, for courts,
to tuck away voices to pin in digital amber before
the canary burned down A closed for good. It was
a Thursday when Cold Storage called us together, and the
ordinary cadence broke for something sharper. The shift belt wailed
through wet air, still early, still not bright. Outside. Manager
Rick stood in front of Cold Storage, clipboard in hand,
his jaw set so hard I thought his teeth might splinter.
He waved us in the whole line, even iveum with
crusted boots, even quiet temp workers who usually vanished before midshift.
A smell hit first sharper, less like blood and more
like something old scraped out of a deep cut. Dee muttered,
but Rick cut her off with a look. Inside A
crate stack for premium tokyo buyers was opened plastic, shrink wrapped,
angling off the sides. Salmon spilled in a neat pattern,
Flesh still pink as crystals glinting. Each one had a
single slice, oddly uniform, not quite where you gill of fish. No,
just to the side, jagged as if with a claw
or a knife. Not a work as clean full at
the cuts reeked of malice, not haste. Brooksmouth drew tight.
We lost eight grandsworth of prime product. These cuts deliberate
team someone's playing games. The murmur started at once. Powell stammered,
it's a message. Some one else bit off a Lejandro's back.
They say, E see outside the fence at night. May
shrink into herself, arms tuck tight, deve rolled her eyes.
Some idiot with a grudge, not magic ivan crossed himself.
Worse things have happened here, you know, He rumbled, and
that shut every one up. For a bead. The crate's
contents glinted wet and read a pattern that didn't make
sense unless he'd pack thousands just right and saw how
wrong these were wrecked Judd at the camera's overhead. No
feed system failed again last night, just like two months ago.
Anyone caught responsible is gone permanently. This is your warning.
Back at the tables over tepid coffee, people let the
fear drive their stories, sabotage for the sale, trying to
curse the line again to the old curse from ninety two.
Some one said, quieter, maybe the sending a message to
the scats. The ordinary bitterness turned sharp, like a bone
sticking in your throat. I didn't know if my interview
files would catch are a mob from running through the room.
My phone chimed against my hip. I checked it, careful
to keep the screen tilted from prying eyes from a
block number record this. What do you remember about the
shutdown last August? My fingers tingled. That shutdown wasn't just rumor,
but nobody ever talked about it directly, just enough whispers
to make you wonder who left because they wanted to
and who was pushed. The next days were teeth grinding.
When I asked for stores, workers fidgeted or changed the subject,
making nervous jokes about haunted machinery and skills in the pipe.
The worlder cast went from punchline to warning, especially whenever
Frank didn't show up for his evening rounds. The blue
gloves stayed in my locker, odd comfort to kissed, no
name inside, nothing to claim it. I called Frank's house
after two days, ostensibly to offer him a recorded interview
for my project, really just to hear if he was okay.
His wife picked up after five rings. Frank shaky, she said,
voice flat. He keeps asking if I've locked the windows.
Says he's sorry about something. Wakes up screaming. Think some
one's at the bed. He was never asleep or can
now he's jumping at shadows. I keep telling him he's safe.
He says nobody's safe, not till some one tells the truth.
Most people, when questioned, glanced away or muttered old complaints decaped.
Her lips clamped, answering questions only when I left my
phone visible. Then she snapped, put that thing away before
some one thinks he of the next sabbatter may baked
off with family issues, and I've nclaimed his English wasn't
good enough for stores, But in private, would drop a
word here and there about Lejandro and Carol. One still here,
one in the shadows. Greed brings curses, You know that's
all O Jandre, The name kept cropping up in lunch
room arguments fired at Spring for attitude, never able to
keep quiet about how the lion was poisonous and fix.
People said he'd been sneaking back, and I may be stealing,
may be watching. I hadn't seen him. But Carol quite Carol,
the one every one assumed would buckle first if Leaof's
came was his old friend, or sometimes something more. If
you listened at lunch, they were passed over for rases.
Right after last August, shutt On, the one Rock hated
to talk about, the one nobody would confirm on the record,
the way people whispered it, Carol stole out Lejandra some
loyalty or else. She feared his shadow more than she
feared losing her job. Whatever happened last August, it was
a soft hole in the floor, sucking down stores. Every
time I got close, people danced away. Text messages started
bubbling up in groove chats, First petty complaints about d
she throws warning slips away when it suits her. Then
an lovely way of accusing Ivan of stealing tools, may
have double charging her, eyres Rick of hiding payout schedules.
Even my name came up in one. She tipped May's
mouton by the lockers, thought she could use it for
her own gain, which was true in a technical sense,
but only three people had been there. Paranoid grew legs.
Large bags went missing, Thermoses accidentally spilled. Locker padlocks checked
and rechecked. Mitchief. Someone was routing out secrets, sometimes true,
sometimes false, but each new accusation made the richer. Then
the security office was discovered with its drawers flung open.
Brick's face was gray as he barked assault to fill
out a property lost sheet. Nothing seemed to have been taken,
but stacks of blank forms, an old USB drive, few
worn linouds. That afternoon they found her car, tire puncture
dragged deliberate, maybe someone's sick joke. She wept in the
break room, and nobody would admit seeing anything. I asked
recas diplomatically as I could about last year's shut down.
He squinted at me over a pile of h O forums.
Some things are better left forgotten, especially with money on
the line. Why dig up old ghost when the four
still needs mopping. The question didn't make him angry, just brittle.
He shut the door in my face. That night, After
draining every bar of battery, recording people's stray rumors, I
stepped up for ear, leaning under the eaves rain, missing
the lip of my hood. A figure stood near the
edge of the storage lot, under the broken sodium lamp face,
hidden by the swinging coil of the rain hood. I
called out, need something. The figure hesitated a then step backward,
vanishing into the fog. When I got to the lamp post,
only a single print in the mud marked our presence.
I reached down. The print was too small for ivan,
too large and narrow for me. No glove dropped this time,
no answer. When I called at home. Turning over in
my sticky sheets, I found my own blinking three minutes
of recorded file, all scratchy whispers punctuated by a single,
drawn out squeak. Not the radio, not pipes, not my
own breathing. I've been sure I'd turned thee app off
next morning. The echo of that recording left me prickly,
glancing at shadows behind every stack of trays as I
came in for the early shift. Accidents like bad storers
clustering waves. The first accident was allowed a pyramid of
empty crates stacked near the north exit toppled as I
passed by with Carol. The sound was bone shaking, plastic
on metal. At the last second, one temp worker, Lucas,
darted out of the way, dropping his lunch and his cigarettes.
The buckets crashed down where his head had been. One
crate skidded, splitting open in front of the vending machines,
spraying sweets and wrappers everywhere. Shouting followed in waves, most
of it angry, some of it scared. Ye move those
no you I saw you? Don't you ever check the brakes?
Management showed up a handful seconds late, eyes bulging Brakendee
at the front, both yelling and half accusing at once
who stacked this? Did the safety officer sign off? Where
is the CCDV? Of course, the camera footage for that
poor or of the hallway was missing, a broken connector
a lost file. Nobody to blame but the breaker panel.
It was always something innocent, or so they said. Work
that afternoon was acid test tents. Every one hunched, even
I Van homingofky and stuffing his mouth with chewing gom
to keep from snapping. Shouting Arguments in the hallway left
tip workers and tears. Regular Salen friends turn cold each
time I asked for an interview, people turn it round.
What do you want from me? Are you trying to
pin something on me? Carol sat with me at lunch,
a hand wrapped around a plastic quarter bottle so t
that it looked about to crack. When asked about Alejandro,
her eyes darted around the corners and then landed back
on mine. He's not here for me, she said, voice
a shaky hiss. He got a raw deal, but I
I just want to do my job. People see us
talking and think it means something. I can't help him,
and I can't help you either. She bunched her sleeve,
dabbing at her nose, then left the table. Later, I
saw her alone by the lockers, muttering into her phone
with tears running unchecked over about a sink. Dee drew
a heap of gloves onto the drying rack, muttering this
cas place over and until Ivan patted her shoulder, offering
a tissue. She shoved away, accused him of running to
the bosses. Ivan said nothing, his eyes off and tired.
That night, I found slippin to my locker thin plastic
tip so that the adhesive blood through the edges on it,
blocky black letters. You should stop recording. You might not
like what you hear. The office cock's hit, the production
line slowed, and everywhere I felt as if some one
very near was watching, just out of reach. Finger prints
pressed against the glass between us. I nearly called and sick.
Next morning, sleep ruined my stomach, nodded over IgGs that
tisted old. But at the cannery doors, Ivan was waiting
a halking shadow hat mashlow. He motioned me over to
the gritline. While near the break room door. His breath
stank of cheap vodka and sweat gleaned on his upper lip.
He shoved his hand in his boot and pulled out
a crumpled wad of paper. And note the crease's sharpink
already running English knee capitals. You are being watched, crossed
the line and your next guess. I scan it, keeping
my face blank. The handwriting matched the sins notes and
my lock of threat. Why you, I whispered. Ivan looked
at the ground. Maybe I see too much. I saw
Carol one night last week, sneaking from Ric's offers, had
a little stick in her pocket. U s B. I
didn't want trouble I turned away, said nothing now, now
I'm in trouble anyway. He wins, digging at his temple
with a thick finger. People say Carol helps the janderer,
but she's more scared than he is. He looked at me,
eyes glossy and angry. They say, you record everything. Maybe
you help me, Maybe I help you. I agreed, almost
before I knew what I was doing. If some one's
tugging staff recordings our best shot. We set up a conversation,
me you, Carrol d If the real Sabatur wants dirt,
they'll come for it. Confession out loud. Ivan shook his head,
but I could see something like faith flicker in his eyes.
Be careful this place, he shrugged. Old ghosts, old friends
that shift. Every movement felt watched, bladed glances scattering past me,
or noise from the shadows. Clinging to the welding bay.
As I cycled home, I found my backed house lost
to ribbons and balancing on my seat, gutted and sticky.
The salmon ripped open, its belly, scraped clean, its skull,
crushed a drip brine and viscera down to the pedals.
A clear message, not clever, not metaphorical. Someone knew I
was asking too many questions. Instead of fawning for a ride,
I doubled back to the cannery entrance. It was still
after airs, the staff lot mostly empty, river winds shaking
loose twigs and plastic. I left my broken back propped
at the fence. Through the windows, the sodium lights flickered,
casting long where chatters up and down the corridor. I
locked my phone into wrecker, flecked on my small flashlight,
and ducked past the shipping desk, hot jack ammering. I
could hear the coal room's machines were the slop of
water underfoot. Every so often a drip echoed, may be
from a busted ceiling or from one of the tanks
gone dry. I inched along the wall, my feet sending
up puffs of dust. No voice as yet. I slipped
into the main production hall, slips and metal carts casting
snake and shadows over the lines. The blue glove was
a damp weight in my pocket. A box of lated's
gloves sat spilled on the center table, too, missing perhaps three.
A leak of water snare across the floor, pulling against
the rubber bumpers. The yawn. The windows were opake with mist.
I pressed my hand against the glass, the air outside thick, heavy,
the fog pushing inward as if it would break through.
The cannery groaned against the weight of weather, something ancient.
Every so often, I thought I heard breathing that was
my own. I climbed on to a little catwalk that
crossed above the main room, flashlight held low, trying to
stay silent. There were footprints in the dust, pristing shop boots,
but one set visibly smaller. The tread faded to barely
their lines. One was smeared, as if someone dragged their
foot or limped from the hallway. A metallic shudder rolled
through the plant, my mouth filled with the taste of brine,
sharp and medicinal. A crouch holding still, counting the seconds
until the next sound. The flashlight flicker, battery nearly dead
from somewhere deeper in the cannery, the echo of a
door wrenching open boots in the stairs near cold storage,
the machinery hum, the low tileless on, and I could
feel the entire plant shivering around me, full of unspoken
frets and secrets. So thick the air pressed on my
chest like a hand I would wait here until someone
showed their face, until I could catch proof whatever I
feared more a saboteur from within, a ghost from the
old recoes, or just the last gasp of a place
that never forgave but never quite died either. The fog
pressed against the windows, turning the world into a dimming
bubble of blue and gray. As I braced myself alone,
my name bad in someone else's trap, I clang from
somewhere overhead, too close, metal on metal, a kind you
can't quite tell if it's someone looking later, a panicked animal.
I pressed myself low, fighting the urge to sand and run.
The phone in my jacket pocket vibrated with its steady
muffled home, still recording each jitter of my breath, steamed
in the chill. Something was happening across the line floor,
out of my direct sight, maybe two rooms away, where
the floor dips in the pipes weat even at noon.
Someone's footsteps fast, hard to track, circling the upper lattice
by the old steamer, A curtain, A voice, rough edged,
not quite Carol, not d I was leaning out flask,
light off now, trying to let my eyes pulshapes from
the swirling gravely spill swallowing the production tables. There a
flash of auburn a limp on the tail, d shoulders
hunch houling herself through the narrow passes that cut straight
for shipping. She didn't see me. I could tell by
the way her jaw moved that she was muttering angry,
was scared o both. She stopped at the manager's office
dole of the frosted glass pane shone with the yellow
bruise of the whole light, and banged it with her fist.
Open up. I know you're in there. Dee's voice, raw
on low, bounced like a stone pitched into a well.
No wor answer. She planted her feet, rocked back and
hit the door again with her shoulder. From father down
the corridor, another set of footstep, swider strides slower maybe ivan,
maybe not. Shadows compressed pulled out again as someone emerged
from the side, arms folded tight. The light caught on
the edge of a plastic cracked crate right at the
mouth of cold storage. I flattened against cold rail. The
blue glove in my pocket stuck white against my thigh.
Right then superstitious memory from my grandmother. Don't touch what
frightened men clutch, or you'll take their fear with you.
I nearly laughed, and the sound would have given me away.
A hiss broke out, now hushed words darting in the
echoes Ivan and d arguing. I couldn't make out whole phrases,
just the Tonaki's defense, then pleading deep, body waved in
the door's shadow. She dubbed her finger into Ivan's chest.
Ivan pulled away, shaking his head behind them. A third
shape loomed, smaller, clutching something dark against her chest, Carrol.
She slid down the wall, legs tucked under her, whole
body curling into itself, her chin quiver tised, crisp blinds
down her cheeks. In the strip light, I could just
make out the shine of a thumb drive dangling from
her hand. I crept a level, closer foot against the
boiler line, breath sharp in my chest. If I've turned
on the phone's flashlight, I'd lose them. If I moved
too loud, they'd run. I'm not doing this for you,
de spat, voice pitching high at the edge. You think
I want to be the next to find a dead
fish in my locker or pistof gloves, Carol, for Chry's sake,
say something. Carol shook her head, fingers white knuckled around
the DOMDL. I never wanted her voice cracked lost. He said,
if I just got it once, he'd fix it, make
it go away. Ivan scuffed his heel. He is coming back.
I saw him, not to night maybe, but soon their
words blurred, anxiety fermenting in the air, thickest vapor. I
felt my pulse hammer. My mind was chasing, mapping connections.
Carol with the U s B. The security office read
the ransacked lockers, the texts, Dee's brittle control, Ivan's gilt,
all of us with things to hide, weened together. By
third some one had started to pull, tightening until one snapped.
Noise from the river side. Adel resonant, as if something
heavy had slid down the loading ramp de span body
going predatory enough. We're not rats, however, screwing this place
will show up. Sam, if you're here, come out, I
went very still. Could you see me? My phone still
blinked silent, the red dot a bead of warning against
my ribs. Carol was weeping, now ugly torn sucking SOPs
de crouched down, whisperring something venomous but soft, and Caroll
clung to her like a drowning woman. Ivan turned to
the half open shipping room, muttering pro as I half
recognized from my own childhood. Nobody noticed my shadow bleeding
into the line where the frost was thickest in the pipes.
The glint moved beyond the glass and a cold storage
some one else, just a flash kotubic, a pale scoff
or wreck. I edged back, keeping lights behind me, two
maybe three people in play. The plant felt colder by degrees,
so silent now I thought the river itself might be listening.
D seized. Carol's hand, pried the thumb drive away, lifted
it to the harsh light. What even on here? She demanded,
voice steady or now with something cold and determined? Who
asked for it? Carol? Rick alegendro you. Carol snapped her
gaze up, wet hair stuck to her cheek. I'm not
the only one, he said, down just the string. Nobody
listens to me anyway. Ivan's hand wristed on her shoulder.
We can fix it, but not if you keep lying
Their warrants, jabbed at truce. Nobody wanted to name everyone's nose,
were afraid at the sabotage, the messages, the ancient rivalry
barely hidden under the guise of overtime camaraderie. Steps now
from outside, gravel, kicked boots, squeaking on the metal threshold,
de spawn, one arm out protectively in front of Carol
Ivan muttered, step back, the main door shoved half off
its track. A man silhouette tall when afraid, hesitating just
inside the sodium wash, hard to see, all shadows and
old fury. For a moment, none of us, me included breed.
That's when D set her jaw and stock forward, thumb
drive graped like a weapon. This was much outside east upright,
phone at the rady, heart pinched like a fist, waiting
to start recording. This time, I would not hide. I
had to force the lie into the light. If only
I could hold still long enough for the truth to
step out and give the counry. Would it demanded some ending,
any ending, to break the chain of accusation, looping us
tight to each night. It didn't take long for the
tension in the shipping hallway to slip out of words
and interomotion. Dee left Carol sobbing, and lurched toward them indoors,
thumb drives still clutched like a talisman, ironshadowing her boots,
dragging cow crumpled lower, the fluorescent like glassing, the rivers
of snot and tears on her chin. Somewhere outside, a
wind hammered at the loading bay, rattling the battered corrugated
siding until it sounded almost like breeding. For a second,
nobody moved. The factory seemed to hollow out, entered of
machines and shouts and everything but breath, boots, and a
single blue cloth still heavy in my pocket. I pressed
up against the edge of the catwalk, listening my mind
to ticking her head. What now? The deal was supposed
to tease the truth, close to record, something that would
force a confession out of some one, any one. But
I could feel a new edge behind the night's cold.
Something changed de I then Carol. None wanted to speak
any more. They all wanted to ball, to get out,
to leave the dead air in the old walls behind them,
But I stayed hidden. Ullo Ivan tried steady, Carol repeating
in a guttural rumble, You're safe, We're all together, nobody's
alone here. The lie held two seconds before being punctured
by the sharp metallic crash of the north emergency door,
slamming open more feet more people. The canary was filling
up later, either by accident or because nobody wanted to
be caught home if things grew worse. May's voice rang
across the expanse steady but brittle. What's happening, some one
texted me, said as she stopped, saw Carrol collapse, the
others ringed by tension. Rick appeared behind May's shoes, squeaked
the smell of after she was strong enough to cut
through brain. He's gowned the group, face pinching as he
registered the string. Jin is in the configuration, Ivan closed,
Carol d with her back to the wall. The Lion's
supervisors out here after midnight? What the hell are you
all doing? Rick demanded, nor oddser I watched from overhead,
biting my lip until I tasted copper. My phone was
still recording, but my heart hum just above my belly,
sick and tight. The last line of safety had snapped,
and I could feel a keening in the air. Whatever
was going to happen next? What happened now? Outside? A
gusta fogg lace wind forced the north door open again,
slamming it with a slow creeping thud For half a second.
The street unflickered, and the silhouette in the lott of
tall shape in a heavy coat collar up paused under
its frail light Legendro. He moved slowly, arms stiff at
his side, had tip low, so the battered brim of
his cap shadowed everything above his jaw. I watched others
register his presence. Were ack flinched, desquared her jaw. Ivan's
hand flex like it wanted to become a fist, and
then collapsed inward. The Lagendro stepped right inside, sliding the
door shut behind him. Everyone here. His voice was hoarse,
used up, but it cut good. Then let's do this
in the open. No one else moved except Carroll, who
pressed herself tighter to the wall and wouldn't quite look
up the air, and a cannery changed the firm of
refrigeration dropped a key, as if the machines themselves were
holding their breath. He stopped Lejandro with one hand against
his chest. You want to show, she barked, fine, lay
it out or walk. We're not playing games. I Jandro's
laugh was bitter. You still think you're running things, they
detective d. He shook his head. You're just as caught
as any of us. Ivan tried to step forward, but
Rick blocked him, holding up a thick palm that wabble
from nerves. This isn't a grievance meeting. You are traspassing.
He want to talk, call a lawyer. A gander ignored him,
turning to Carol, give me the stick. Carol didn't move,
her hands locked tighter round the plastic dongle. I saw
the slick vein in her neck pulse fast as the
rabbit's Please, he added, and it was the first time
any please sounded honest. In that moment, I realized the
old alliances had cracked. Every pair of eyes tracked every other,
every single shift in make map to either guilt or shamelaw.
The hope doomed. I thought for some one, any one,
to be absolved to night. A crush at the back
made everyone startle. The stack of trees shivered and collapsed
near the gutted fish, bad spilling to random salmon like
an oman. Rick growled enough all of you my office now,
or I call the police. I mean it. No one moved.
The standoff stretched only Carol, knees knocking, slowly got to
her feet, palming the thumb drive behind her back. I
have the schedule, she mumbled, I have the videos. Then louder,
it's all on here. What they said about d about
Rick about She caught herself gaze flicking to Ivan, to
d to me. I snaggered on the oupper cat walk
until she seemed to sense my presence there she finish,
It's all here, take it. Alejandro's eyes narrowed. Carol started
to reproach arm out, but Dee intercepted her with a
look so sharp it might have drawn blood. The lights
flickered above the loading dark sodium bulb humming, and for
a wild heartbeat, I thought everything would freeze, the way
Albad's stores are forced by the weight of indecision. Instead,
Alejandra suddenly lunged, grabbing for the drive. Everything exploded. D
yank carroll back. Carol screamed, ivant of between them, Rick curse,
and surged forward, trying to grab Lejandre. Somewhere in the tangle,
a knife flash of Lejandro, wild eyed, swinging but not
quite connecting. I thought absurdly of Summon and the line
men with blaze facing from method to fury. After that,
every movement tumbled into chaos. Me I tried to slip
down the catwalk stairs, lurching on to the floor with
my flast light clenched in my fist. My phone tumbled out,
recording everything as shouts of the boots, grapes, the panic.
I saw d two the driveway from Carol saw Ivan
slam has spoken to a agender, heard Rick's bock cut
off at a guttural yelp, nixt the knife cast in
to the foe, methyl ringing like a fault line snapping a. Jandro,
in a desperate move, staggered back toward cold storage, but
one place left of the working lock. Maybe in the shuffle,
he glanced at me I blank as if trying to
remember whether I was friend, enemy or stranger. Then he
bolted vanished into the gloom by the storage door. Dee
and Rick both followed Ivan and tow only Carroll stayed
knees knocking. I streamed, arms close, tied around her stomach
as if to hold her own guts tied may pressed
herself into the stairwell, phone glowing white and useless in
the fake safety over grasp. I rushed to Carol's side,
snatching up my phone, breath tumbling out in cloths. Siren's
real in my head, no distant, but approaching blue sparks
at the curve of the road, lighting the sky. Some
one must have tripped the alarm or the security app
finally pinned the cops out of procedural boredom? Is he
Carol's voice was a splinter. He's going to ruin everything,
he promised. He promised if I helped, nobody would get hurt.
I knelt beside her, What you help with? She wouldn't
look at me, fingers working the edge of her shirt row.
Last year, the shut down, he said, we could make
the plant safer if we got proof. Rick cut those corners,
but after he was fired, he just wanted to burn
every one he saw schedules, emails, copied, the camera drives.
She tensed. He said he'd go to the news, ruin
us all. If I didn't help this once, then Dee
goot involved. She wanted her own revenge. I never thought.
She trailed off, choking. She nodded toward the open door
of cold storage. He'll kill himself in there, or someone else.
I squeezed her shoulder. Stay here if anyone comes, scream.
My hand shook, not from coal, but from the desperate
certainty something was about to break fatally. Finally, I moved
toward cold storage, every sin, skin alive, every step slow,
afraid of both silence and noise. Fog pressed at the
flanks of the window like it wanted in every breath
I took, tasted of saline copper and fear. The hallway
inch longer as I went, the hum of the plant
dulling and rising with every step. Inside the storage ante chamber,
the light flickered blue white, and puddles collected in the dips.
The door to coal's storage was ajar, but there was
a drug mark fresh on the glossy surface, like someone
had tried to block it. I sidled in, finding de
crouched behind a stack, her face sheet white, but fiercely come.
She caught my eye. He's got the keys, she mouthed,
finger slick with sweat. He's locked Rick and Ivan in
the freezer with him. He'll freeze a souldiers to prove
a garden point. I yanked at the handle, but the
latch spun uselessly lock engaged. From inside, I could hear
muffle the sound of something heavy slumming against metal, kick
a hauler, another ivan's voice, distant work, shriller, the legendro silent.
Dee's eyes darted. We have to get them out, or
we call the police and let them deal. The answer
found me. If I left for help, if I let
urgency turn me into a baston d'ur again, some one
might die before anyone arrived for bolt cutters or brute force.
But breaking and I ourselves. De was already running through
options bent rear, hatch, kurubar. Anything passed her, the frozen
rocks through blue shadows. On one shelf, I saw, absurdly
the edge of a blue glove torn at the thumb,
abandoned like an afterthought. I set my flashlight on the duct.
We need something to break the lock, or a code.
Dee fumbled on her belt, tugging out a ring of
keys for your searching. Carol gave me this spare for
the delivery hatch. We can cut through. Maybe if the
vents are on diiced over. We kept down the back hallway,
kicking off our boots for traction, the ice scuff of
melting brine, sticky as old syrup, Our hands burned with cold.
The noise inside grew ragged and desperate, pounding, shouting, the
towel tell's ear a gap of a panic setting in.
D'e knelt and braced herself against a panel on three.
She glanced at me. I nodded, feeling the fluttery lightness
of terror. Nothing in me wanted to force open the door,
but lessen me could stand the thought of those voices
fading away. The screw popped, d yanked metal, shearing with
a high squeal. Somewhere inside Ivan howled. Reck's voice rose
and coiled. Let us up, bastard, you'll all go down
through the axe as great I could just see shadows,
bodies inside pressed up against a rack's shadows running thick,
and the natural across the floor, sicked with frost and
boot mocks. I squeezed through the hatch first, chest flat
to the cold, ripped steel, my hands nearly stuck in
the frozen edge, but I was inside, breath blowing, feet skating.
Almost at once, I saw Legandro leaning back against the
mainserver's panel, face streaked with tears and snot lips, blue
eyes wild. The torn glove was tucked into his coat.
I took in near this too, Rick fist, purple forehead
streaked with a clumsy cut, and Ivan all brew mass
panning on the steel. De forced her way three steps
behind me, her breath coming in hard bursts. Alejandro shook
a set of keys and pointed the knife at the panel.
I can blow the power. I can freeze it all down,
then everything gets out. His voice was wild, less threat,
more the less play voconna man. He ruined me wreck
You promised, said no layoffs, sit, we'd all get bonuses.
Then you cut us, covered it, blamed me, fired me
the lashadn you called it a leak? Who found the leak? Carol?
She kept your secret because she wanted to be safe.
His knife wavered toward the pair. But you never keep
your word, he spat, I've um lunged, sliding on the ice,
but De held him back. Let's not do this. Nobody
needs to get hurt. She held her hands out, palms up.
Aldrich from the line show no weapon, Telegandro, you want justice,
not murder. But Rick wouldn't of it. He burned the lion,
or the reason the Tokyo shipman got spoiled. You're the
reason all this. He broke off, clutching at his bleeding hand. Lejandro,
howled you think this is about fish, about a raise?
He took my life, life, all our lives. Something in
him broke then, not his resolve, but whatever had kept
him connected to the old loyalties of the plant. He
slumped back, knife clattering off the panel, only his wild
breath breaking the chill. Nobody moved for a moment. Then Rick,
full of terror, lurst for the drop of keys. I
stepped in fast as I could, knocking his arm away.
The Lejandro burst upright, grabbing the panel and yanking down
on the emergency kill switch. Alarms blay it. The lights
flipped to red, fans cut off a cold so immediate
stung like Rosteer. The room's bombed with chaos, everyone fumbling
at the emergency latches, red light cutting shadows broad as
coffins over the racks. Ivan found himself between Rake and
a Lexandra, all three men shouting, falling, struggling as the
temperature dropped. De held at ad She and I dragged
the hatch, forcing it open further with a screech. The
group of us five in all now push shoved wriggle
through an alarm, trip deeper in the plant, whiping through
every corridor. My phone dropped in the melee buzzed with
another anonymous message, you still record, ready to lose everything.
It took both THEE and Ivan to finally wedge the
main luck loose. Ah Jandro last slumped as if he
gone unconscious. Rick and Ivan fell free first, Rick sobbing,
now Randominen sympathetic, decast, shoving both toward the exit as
the last rattling gasp of the compressor shivered down's silence. Outside,
in the blue lit hallway, a slummed chest, burning hands
cramped into claws around the edge of the blue glove
in my pocket. Carol staggered up, collapsing against me, mumbling apologies,
promises it would never happen again. May, emerging from behind
a shadow of crate, looked at me with a mixture
of relief and despair. It's over, she almost whispered, but
the word carried like a shot. Police sirens filled the night. Now,
blue strobes dancing jaggedly around the corners of the broken
loading dock. I saw other faces behind the glass, Lucas
the temp pellow of the Union man, even Dave the medic,
Pale and Haggard, waiting for cues. The plant, alive and
rent with alarms, spat us out into the raw night.
Oleagendra was lost to leave hands behind his back, eyes empty.
Police slam costs on to his wrists, hauling him out,
as deshout explanations for it, pressed a cloth to his
battered's galp and Ivan swore in three languages about what
dying cannery means from men with no work. The thumb
drive vanished in a confusion. Cow stood in the parking lot, motionless,
stirring at the unresolved future. The glove, I realized as
I checked my pocket now was gone. A blue fingered
ham prints marreed itself along the glass of the office,
and then faded with the first sigh of winter and
the final dying of the floor's buzzing lights. For a while,
nobody in the lot spoke. The cold gnawed up from
the river, hungry for all of us. I helped Carol
sit against the curb. The police kept us there for
an ire, ask after ask who started the fight? Was
there another weapon? What do you know about sabotage. Dee
told her story in bursts of Brutalcolm. I was flicking
to Carrol, to iv unto me. Ivan almost broke down
work fatal limp all the way to the ambulance. The
paramedics offered blankets, but not comfort. It took notes, not trust.
I gave my statement, shaking lest from children from adrenaline.
The officer wrote student next to my name, barely looking up.
When it ended, the lot was scattered with wrappers, broken gloves,
The shrapel of a night jawned with betrayal and fear.
No one spoke as the police loaded a legendro into
the back of a cruiser, brick and Ivan into another,
d head down, slutsh her car. Carol clung to my arm,
he keeping apologies. And then as the blue lights cut
through the fog and the sirns faded, the canary fell silent,
tempted finally of everything except secrets and cold. In the
days that followed, nothing returned to normal. The canary was
called in now Tate crossed over the main entry door.
News vans perched on the gravel lot, headlights drowning the
old sodium glow in a washed out eat a brightness
that made everything look crueler than it was. Headline's local
plant sabotage inside job, A colt and a gossip their
way through every breakfast table in town. I tried to
retrieve my interviews, but everyone canceled ny text did don't
call Ivan. I saw just once exiting the labor office,
shoulders hunched a near breaking D wouldn't answer her phone.
Even my professor left a voicemail cut off mid sentence. Sam,
perhaps for this project to nothing more. I saw Carroll
just once hunched outside the union hall, Harris stringy and unwashed,
finger nails bit into blood, she muttered. He dragged me
in with promises. D too. I listened at the wronglocker,
recorded stuff for him to cop his schedules, pay records.
Thought I was helping people, but after that he threatened
all of us. If we didn't help, he'd send everything
to the company buying the plant, to tank the sale,
destroy the union. D only joined to get brick back
the texts D sent them using the master roster. She
thought scaring people meant lustrance. Anyone go to police. Sabotage
was to lower the sale price, force their hand blackmail Sam.
After that nobody could get out. I asked about the
thumb drive, the video of the so called proof. She
pressed her hand to her face. Alejandra took most of it.
He wanted checked the storage. Maybe it's buried under the
ice with the rest of the secrets. And she looked
at Neelaika as a police plant, a hungry thing she
wanted to starve. Rick left town quit Two weeks later, Frank,
the supervisor, gave his resignation before anyone could ask for
an interview. Just left a scroll sentence on a note
taped to his hospital door. Retirement effective immediately. Dun't call
the Canary's sale collapsed. Everyone got to your compensation, except
damages for spoiled salmon. Days blurred at their edges, as
if all color had leached out with the heat. My
hopes for a clean oral history dissolved. If this was
what truth yielded, I wanted less of it. Even in class,
people avoided my eyes. One evening, I played back to
gobble first recording i'd made a Frank from just before
he collapsed. His voice was slow and certain, trailing off
into the hum of cold storage. Sometimes you grab a secret,
hoping you can hide it. Sometimes you realize it groud you,
and there's no letting go. In that voice I heard
never blame nor absolution, just exhaustion, as if he were
begging the canary walls to be merciful. The sun set
muddy behind the river, bleeding through the fog, and the
tapes clicked to silence one after another. The Canary remained dark,
humming only with the distant memory of machines still spinning
under the floor. Somewhere in the chill, a fishbone snapped.
A month bled by with the factory door's chane signs
reading no entry. Demolitian taped frayed by the rain, laid
one dusk, Convinced I'd left my old accord to my
best one, that with conversations I'd never hear again upstairs
in my locker, I beat back my fear and snuck
to the age of the lot. No trucks anymore, just
mud and bottles in a rattling blue dumpster. The air
held that old wreak of brine and scarch coil, and
that deeper undertone secrets fattened by repetition. The riverbank semed wider,
the girls boulder for the absence of line workers, I
made my way along the side lots, slipping on moss,
black and cement. A rear gate hung crooked, carelessly padlocked.
The security booths were shuttered, windows stoved from a thrown rock.
The brick room visible through the glass was still in strange.
One chair overturned, posters curling away from taxs. Safety warnings
still taped up in four languages. Inside the plant scene
both shrunk and echoing, darker, hollowed. I flipped on the maglite,
glancing upward at the old clock. My steps rang the
four sticky with old spills, pieces of plastic, battered gloves,
and a few triss ties littered to see Near the
locker alcove. My locker, number thirty nine was jawmed, rusted
into sticky IDIOSSI. I banged it once twice. Something squeaked
inside as I forced The recorder was there, buried under
a set of gloves and a cracked lunch thermos. It
still held the stick a class of twenty nineteen Armatu
to predict. The battery meter stuttered bread. I pocketed it
and started to back out, passing cold storage. The same
pitti glass streaked with the ghosts of hand, prince and frost.
The machines, of course were off, but as a passer
cut blur, a faint, pale, smere press against the glass
from inside. At first I thought it was my own reflection,
but the features were wrong. Hand flat luch cracked from cold, cheeks, hollowed,
frostbitten as black as fish eggs, staring up. A blue
glove floated up behind, spinning in the chair and dark,
haloed by a cloud of icy breath. I stood, not
breathing hot clench until the figure faded, the shape dissolving
from the inside. As the fuse box overhead clicked and
the final light wavered then blinked out. I walked quickly
past the cold storage, full slot tied in my chest,
and when I reached the street again, the canary stood silent,
surrendered finally to what tever secrets it meant to keep.
When I finally reached the street again, nobody was waiting.
The felt too thin, hollowed up by absence. The canary
stood in its hunch, silver wht windows glinting with the
last daylight, as if mocking the idea of transparency. All
the weight of the last weeks hung on my skin,
sticky as the Brian caked in the plant's corners. I
kept the older quarters zipped away, his plastic body warm
against my hip. My fingers ache from wrenching the locker open.
The vision at the glass, if it was a vision,
clung to the back of my eyes. I walked home,
boots squelching by long since abandoned to rust. At the fence,
my phone was twice a news notification, then a blank
message from a unknown number, just a question mark, no words.
A home. I tossed gloves and jacket into the tub
and scrubbed my hands until the water's done. The apartment
was cold and close. The frige hummed radiostatic. In the
next gun, it bled through the walls around me. The
smallest things felt altered. Strip of mud on the rug,
salt crystallized on my work shoes, the faint steel and
fish order that would never quite leave my hair. I
dug through my bag for the blue glove, but it
was gone, disappeared and scrambled through the freezer, or maybe
dropped when I ran for the door. I didn't even
have that proof somemimental fear to clutch I didn't even
have that proof. Some mental feared to clutch. When I
woke next, the sun was wrong, sky glowering, cramps in
my back from falling asleep, Hunched on the couch for
a while, I just lay there, listening to the bones
of the building creek, hearing distant trucks that would never
offer to Colton's stock again. Every text on my phone
was an echo nobody wants you recording now, the stop basking,
the let sleeping dogs rot. No more friendly means, no
shift updates, just the feeling of being frozen up beyond
the dead plant's chain link. My bag stank of spoiled latex.
On my way to class three blocks from campus, I
pasted i've an on the opposite Corbeshaven, shrunken in his
bulky jacket. He saw me, but did not. Maybe he
was afraid, or angry, or so run dry that everything
about the canterry now pressed too hard on his tongue.
The river carried flecks of foam and a dead salmon
caught at the pylon, stuck on trash It's gold. Professor
Lewis flagged me down, Sam. They told me just let
it go now. She looked anxious, thum pressing circles into
her tablet. We don't need more coverage, respect their privacy.
I heard they want you to disappear too, as if
my whole life was a mess dump behind a feeded
blue door. Across the bridge, the Colton lot was patrolled
now slow circus of a bold security guard on loan
from the new owners, so far off parent company, trying
to push her an insurance pay it. None of us
ever quite got paid out what was lost? I heard
Dea been questioned twice that she shut down and lawyered
up among the others, temp workers, even lifers like Gric's
oldest cousin. None would meet my eye. Whenever I called
for an interview, the phone on the other end hung
dead or worse left ringing unanswered. Forever, rumors did what
rumors do, spread flatten, metate. They blamed the sabotage on
union trouble, on out of towner's, on a jealous ex staff,
on a single worker driven mad by guilt, by debt,
by old wounds from the shuttu. No one ever put
in the record on the blue glove ghosts of Line three.
Nobody cared for facts. Not now, Carol I hadn't seen
since the night police dragged a gender away, except in
my mind. Hunched at the cerb beneath an apologetic street light,
lips moving for snot and spit chanting her confessions sideways
at me, he promised if I just gave him the files,
there were only schedules. I thought it would stop there, sam,
I thought recording would save us. I hadn't meant to
walk toward the cannery again that Friday dusk, but my
feet took me there anyway, twisty side rope, past locks
and a billboard advertising a job fair, new cold, as
if just slapping up new paint and faces could rinse
browned from the bones. The blue glove I never found,
not in my laundry, not at the plant, not wedged
under the old dumpster near the east fence. But in
paranoid moments walking past the chain link, I felt sure
it had found someone else to clutch. Outside the cannery,
everything was in pieces, while grass sprouting in cracked lots,
one window punched through by rocks, plastic piping slithering from
the skip. The door by the north loading rant didn't
quite fit the jam anymore. A padlock crossed halfway open,
as if nobody could both lock and lock the past.
It was nearly dark when my phone bassed one lass
gold tax you coming back, thought you'd want to know
what's left a number. I didn't have no name, probably
one of the temps, or maybe Carroll, protecting herself by
hiding in anonymity. Nothing was left to do but move.
I pressed through the gap. Inside. The smell was worse
normal ice fish, just mold and rust gnawing at the grout.
My boots left wet traces over tracks of others who'd
come nosed. Broken taine's searched for scrapperproof. The main floor
was scattered, crates appended, lockers open and louded over by
the line. A single crow pecked at a bit of
forgotten cellman, then fluttered off when I approached. In the distance,
a neck or someone moving, or just the wind spinning
A loose strip of filmy plastic. With the big lights off,
the coven felt smaller. Menace by shadow, I found evidence
of the old strokele, still tape peeled hurdy from floor cracks,
a lineout with its id taged torn clean. I headed
to the shipping room, tracing habit he could almost believe
if you move quietly enough, the old patterns might restore order.
Ivan at the scales, debarking at Cowl for slacking, Frank's laugh,
banding up off the cinder block, with every crue joke
in sly save instead only the hum of distant traffic,
in the slight pulling draft, where the emergency door never closed, right,
the one we'd all escape through when a cold got
too much, when the real work of a trail finished
with cufsin stone faces and left nothing behind but silence
and shivering. I flashed by the rack room vending machine,
drew me a figure hunch digging my heart, janned in
my throad until I saw the hands smaller than Ivan's nails,
blue with cold. May she caught me watching, cursed under
her breath. I'm just seeing what's worth taking, she said,
tucking something into her coat. Maybe a strip of wadded bells.
May be nothing, not going to make a difference, now
you know. She moved to leave, paused, voiced barely above
the click of keys in her pocket. You figure it out, Sam,
I mean, really, I didn't answer. May shrugged, didn't think so,
and she slipped away, merging with the dark A wave
of anger rose at Alejandro, at wreck A, Carol add
at even Ivan and Frank and myself, the old exhausted
average of someone who's lost not just their bearings, but
their untrust in the Dictionary of lies, we all learned
by hat escalating now the consequences, no new work, no union.
Nobody trusted anyone from the old shift in town. I
caught Ivan's eye at the grocery store, but he turned hardway.
Dee was a ghost, reported to have taken her paired
if any left to care for her mother. Rick's name
was spat out in town, as if Frank, last I heard,
never left his house but once, and only then to
pick up pills at the pharmacy. Raptit in a scoff
No matter to one day in nought, the need to
know if it really was all Neil Jandre, or if,
as Carol hinted, the plan had been bigger, more deliberate.
Dee wanting, Rick punished Carol, too scared to refuse, Ivan
smart enough to see all but say nothing. The thumb
drive gone, recordings, scrambled, corrupt or raced surely by now
at night, along with my jittering phone, I played that
penultimate phile on loops, graping bits of shouting, heavy breathing,
a voice almost mine over the rattling hum. In one gap,
a sholl whisper year, next static, then faint a sound
of something heavy slamming shut as quinted, convinced there was
a second force behind a high pitch mocking, or perhaps
just the echo of my own nerves on tape revolition
such as it was armored itself in half truce. Carol
finally called me, her voice battered. Listen. He only ever
really threatened. He never thought the others would go so far.
D She hated Rick. She just wanted out. But after
the police came, he was unhinged. The glove thing was
in too. I think Frank's wore. He saw something wearing
blue in the storage just before he collapsed. I thought
maybe it was a legendre Now I don't know. She asked,
you still have the drive? When I told her no,
she just said, good, don't go looking. Nobody's come out
of this hole. As confrontations go, it was small tire.
We talked of other things, her new work at a
gas station. I'vem possibly moving. I never heard from May again.
The other's names, only drifting sideways in conversation at the
coffee place or outside the pharmacist's window, faces closed hard
as lockers. The immediate fall up barely made the papers.
After that first week, insurance settle for a pittance. A
company folded the machinery quietly auctioned off. No one went
to jail. Alejenderer was transferred to a facility. Rick I
heard de camp to an Avvi lost the mortgage, d
vanish save one letter to her mother. Frank's wife refused
any comment, and Frank himself became the town's invisible presents
every now and then, spotted in the pharmacy, his face wrapped,
his eyes glass in the tiny gap between events. A
few weeks maybe lest the old country became that back
bad story you don't quite tell. Only one people not
to repeat. I hated walking past, yet I did it
every Thursday, never quite able to forget the last image.
Blue glove hang against the glass, breathreen cold in the air,
something watching, betrayed and betray both always what's meant to say? Buried?
I learned or rot loudest, and the coss his secrets
wern't who broke the fish line of stole schedule, as
how easy it had been to pull us all into
the black tide, stepped by accidental step, until none of
us could say for sure it were falled even started.
But I kept the ricker to my battered, stuttering tape,
full of starts and wine voices, warped by fear and distance,
locked deep inside my closet, wrapped in a blue glove
I found behind a radiator that spraying. Months after the quarter,
I never listened again from the street, and sewed number evenings.
When the thought pressed down and gull screened above the dock,
you could almost imagine the cannery humming fierce when it
was sweating with condensation, the last secrets and cold storage
waiting for the fall, or the desperate to contride the door.
I never went back, not truly, not when it was open,
not since it died. Once in a dream I I
heard the clang of trays, the scuff of boots, the sharp,
hungry snap of a fishbone splitting in the dark, and
walk still tangled, shivering, unsure what I'd heard or who
might be left to confess. It's enough. The river takes
the rest, and that is the end. Thank you. For listening,
and I will see you in the next one.